Taste of Temptation Part Five (Jessie)

I walk over to my cupboard of toys and devices and pause as I look back over to him standing there waiting for me to tell him what to do. My eyes wander taking in his gorgeous body, when they come to rest on his ass. God! His ass is so beautiful. I take in a deep breath as I close my eyes and the image of me sinking into his tight ass engulfs my body with want and need. My cock swells as I think about feeling his sweet rosette tightening around my cock as I bury myself balls deep into his ass. Fuck what am I doing? I open my eyes and stare at him.

Why after all these years has he decided to tell me how he feels now? The feelings I have for him have always been deep and true, but I never let them show. I never thought he would be able to live in this world with me. Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever thought he would be here in my playroom submitting to me.

I pull open the door and hanging on the side is my flogger along with my paddle and a selection of switches. I look at the drawers in front of me. I pull the top one open. My wide array of clamps, cuffs and cock rings over flow. I look through it and find a nipple clamp and cock ring set. I take them out and place it on the table next to me.

I pull the next drawer open. This one contains all of my chastity cages. I close it and move on down until I get to the one I am looking for. I pull it open and find the anal vibrator and the electric probe. I look above and find the skin jack I want to use.  Lastly I grab the black silk scarf from the hook.

I take them over to the bed and place them just out of sight. I look back over to Matthew and I watch his body tense as he fists his hands at his side. Just the sight of him standing there makes me hard. I walk up behind him and mould my body against his, pressing my hard erection into his ass. I want him to know that he affects me.

I slide my hand around his waist and up his chest as I start to kiss his neck. I hear him breath out a soft moan as he leans back into me. Losing himself in my touch. I hear a gasp as I take his earlobe into my hungry mouth, teasing and sucking on it. A loud moan escapes his lips as I let go of it. "Are you ready for this, Matthew?" I ask in a hushed tone.  "Yes," he breathes. I lean down and bite the side of his neck. "Yes, What!" I growl in his ear. "Yes, Sir." I cant help as I smile against his skin as I hear those words coming from his lips.

"Much better.  Now what am I to do with you?" I slide my hand down his chest and stop just above his swollen cock. I watch his chest rise and fall in anticipation of my next touch. "I see you like the way I touch you. Don't you? What if I touch you here?" I take my finger and and press it against his tight rosette. "Aww Fuck!" he mews. I laugh to myself. "I see you like that as well." I start to kiss his neck as i press my finger deep into his ass once again, pumping it in and out at a slow steady pace. I look down and see his cock seep from his arousal. "Matthew, your body is so responsive. I wonder if it tastes as sweet as I think it does."

I take my free hand and swipe the head of his cock. Coating my finger in his arousal and bring it to my lips. I know Matthew is watching my every move.  I part my lips and suck his sweet flavor off my finger. I watch him closely and see his eyes heat with sexual need. I let out a low growl of pleasure as I pull my finger from my mouth. "Oh God!  You taste divine. I think you should have a taste." I reach down and fondle the head of his steel length to bring more of his sweet nectar out of him. I swipe my finger across his swollen head coating my finger once more and bring the glistening finger up to his mouth.

"Open," I command. He slowly opens his mouth as I place my finger on his tongue. "Very good. Now suck it off." I feel my cock lunge as he closes his lips tightly around my finger. Aww fuck!  His mouth is heaven. I close my eyes and imagine fucking his mouth. I feel myself grow harder. I open my eyes to find Matthew lost in the moment. God seeing him like this only makes me want him more. To become one in a moment of passion. I pick up my pace as I thrust my finger in and out of his ass. The sounds that escape him echo around the room like a melody.

"That's it, Matt. Take all that I give you. Taste your sweet arousal, feel me inside your sweet ass and warm silken mouth." I feel his body relax and sag against me. I start to pick up the pace once more. I watch his body flush pink as his rosette tightens around my finger. I know he is close.

"Fuck! Jessie!" He moans as I remove my finger from his mouth. "Not yet, Matt. You may only cum when I say you can," I tell him as I remove my finger from his gorgeous ass. I look at his flushed skin as I walk around to face him. I look down at my wet finger and the image of me fucking his mouth almost makes me cum. I look up into his blue eyes. "On your knees," I say in a soft but yet demanding tone. He slowly drops to one knee and then the other keeping his gaze towards the ground. Oh God! So perfect. I tilt my head back as I take in a settling breath.

"Matthew, look at me," I tell him as I lower my gaze to his. He looks into my eyes as I lean down and capture his lips with mine, forcing my tongue deep inside I take all and giving nothing back. I grip his hair in my fist at the nape of his neck and pull back hard as I bite down on his lip hard enough to just barely break the skin. I look down at him as I hold his hair keeping his gaze locked with mine. "I want to fuck your lush mouth. I want to taste my cum on your lips," I say as I let go of him and stand back upright. I reach down and slowly undo my pants. As I pull my swollen hard erection out I watch Matthew's eyes widen with hunger as he licks his lips. I look down into his eyes as he takes it into his silken mouth. A moan in sweet rapture comes from him as his lips close around the head of my swollen cock. Bobbing his head back and forth taking me deeper down his throat. As he draws back, he lightly scrapes his teeth along my sensitive skin as he swipes his tongue over my swollen head. Fuck! It is better than I imagined.

I caress his head as he takes me deep once more. "Oh, fuck! Yes, Matt! Just like that." He does it again and I let out a low moan of pleasure as I stare down at him. His eyes closed as he takes me in his mouth. "Look at me, Matthew. Open your eyes." He opens his glorious eyes and brings his gaze up to mine. My heart swells as the love he has for me pours from his blue eyes. I look back to him with love and compassion. "That's it. Keep your eyes open. Let me watch you enjoy my cock. I want to see you savour the taste." I say as I push on the back of his head quickening his pace. I lean my head back and let out another moan as the feeling overwhelms me. With each movement of his tongue as he sucks my cock brings my climax closer slowly. I feel a surge of heat flow through me as my cock swells even more. "Ahh!  Fuck!" I grip his hair in my fist and begin to fuck his mouth in fast hard strokes. With each thrust of my hips the closer I come until I feel the hot surge shoot through my steel length.

"Take it! Take it all!" I yell into the air demanding him to swallow as I cum in his mouth. As I pull out I swipe my head across his lips leaving cum on them. I tilt his head back locking his gaze with mine. Without saying a word I crash his lips to mine taking what I demanded from him.  I break away panting and steps back staring down at him with burning eyes. "I love the way you taste with my cum on your lips. You have done well and soon you will be rewarded. Now on your feet and approach the foot of the bed." I point over to the four post king size bed in the corner of the room. I watch him look over his shoulder towards it and then back to me. "Yes, Sir." He breathes.

I watch as he rises and walks towards the bed. I look down at my still hard erection dripping wet from Matt's mouth. What the hell is happening? I run my hand through my hair and as I look up, I catch Matthew looking over at me.  I walk up behind and grip his chin in my hand. I turn his head to face towards the head board. "Eyes forward unless I say otherwise. Now spread your legs!" I watch as he quickly spreads them. I smile to myself at how quickly he responds to my commands. Even though he has a lot to learn yet. In time he will be my perfect pet. Wait.  What the hell am I saying? Like he will still want me after tonight. Hell for that matter to even want to be my friend after tonight. Once he sees what I am really like I know he will run.

I look down at his feet. "Wider!" I snap. He slides his feet apart until the sides of his feet hit the bedposts. I let go of his chin and slide my hand down along his body as I place soft kisses along the way. I feel his body move as I get closer to his ass and I realize he is offering me his ass. Begging me to take a taste. My mouth waters at the idea of good tongue lashing to his sweet rosette. Then anger fills me and I raise my hand and bring it down hard across his ass cheek. His body jerks forward from my sudden strike. I hear him hiss from the pain. I grip his hair in my fist pulling him back to his feet. "I call the shots here! Not you! You will get what you want in due time. But if you pull that stunt again I will leave you on the edge for hours, maybe even days! Do I make myself clear?"  

I watch him swallow "Yes, Sir. I never meant to displease you, Sir," he says in a shaky voice. I pull back tighter and then shove his head forward. "Good" I grip his wrist and place the leather cuff around it and then I do the same with the other.  I step back and stare at him spreadeagled in front of my bed. His glorious body on display for only me. Seeing him like this makes my cock throb and seep with need. I reach down and adjust my aching cock to give myself a little relief.

I look over at the items I have laid out and I grab the silk scarf. I run it through my hand as I stare at Matt and all his glory. I take the scarf and I slowly start to run it over Matt's ass. "Ahh fuck!" Matt breathes as the soft material caresses his skin. He leans his head back and pulls on his restraints. I smile at his reaction. I run it up his back as I kiss his neck. " Matthew, I think you have seen enough." I take the scarf and cover his eyes with it. I reach around and start to stroke his shaft. A low growl comes from him as I pick up the pace sliding my hand down his shaft. As my hand reaches the tip of his erection I feel something warm and wet. I swipe my hand over his head using his arousal to lube his cock. I feel his cock pulse and swell in my hand.

"You like this my friend? Do you like how my hand feels as it slides up and down your length?" He leans back and lays his head on my shoulder. "Yes!" He breathes. I grip his shaft hard. His head shoots up as he hisses through his teeth from the sudden sharp pain. He will learn by the end of tonight how to respond to me! "Yes what, Matthew?" I say through my gritted teeth.  "Y-yes, Sir," he says with a shaky voice. As I loosen my grip his body becomes relaxed. I bring my hand up and unsnap his leather cock ring, letting it fall to the bed. "Wait! I didn't mean to upset you, Jessie! I was caught up in your touch! Please Jessie don't end this. I want to submit to you. I want to be yours!" he yells into the room in panic.

I step back and watch as he struggles in his restraints. "Jessie! Jessie, please," he says over his shoulder. I walk over and pick up the switch off of the floor. I grip it's handle as I look back over to Jessie. He wants this. He asked for this and he will learn.  I walk up to him as I raise the switch high.  I bring it down across his ass and he arches his back pulling on his binds. "I did not give you permission to speak!" I raise it up and bring it down hard again. "You will remain quiet unless I say so." I strike him one last time. "This is my dungeon and I set the scene!" I walk past him and grab the cock ring nipple clamp set and the electric probe. I get on the bed and kneel in front of him. I grasp his chin and turn him to face away from me. "You have earned yourself a punishment for disrespecting me and not trusting in me. Do I make myself clear?" I whisper into his ear.

"Y-yes, Sir. I understand, Sir." His voice cracks as he answers back. I lean in and inhale deep through my nose. I close my eyes as I linger in the smell of him. I bring my lips close to his ear. "Good." I lean back and take the probe and clamp set. I smile as I look at him. So beautiful tied to my bed. I look down at his still hard erection with a gleam of precum dripping from the tip. I cast my eyes upon his six pack abs to his steel hard chest.  All I can think about is sinking deep inside of him and losing myself in the ecstasy of our love making. To feel his body succumb to my every thrust as I pound into his sweet ass. I close my eye as I fist the items in my hand. I will have my way soon enough. But first a lesson must be taught.

I open my eyes and lean in as I take his nipple in to my mouth. I take my tongue and slowly tease and caress it as I reach for his cock. As I take him in my hand he leans his head back and lets out a moan of pleasure. I smile as I slip the cock ring on. I slid my hand up his torso letting the metal of the nipple clamps caress his skin. His nipple hardens under my touch. I lean back and begin to tease the other as I place the clamp on his moistened nipple. He takes in a sharp breath through his gritted teeth making a hissing sound that makes my cock pulse with need. I reach down and start to stroke my cock through my leathers. Trying to ease my ache but only making it greater. I let go of myself as I lean back placing the other clamp on his naked nipple. I look down at the probe and then back to Matthew. 

"You have done well, Matt. Now I am going to ask you a few questions. When you answer me, answer without hesitation. If you hesitate I will know you're lieing to me and I will be forced to punish you. Answer me without hesitation and I will reward you. Do you understand what I want from you?" I watch him breath in deep and as he releases it he nods in agreement. "Very good! Now, let us begin!"

Taste of Temptation Part Four

I look into the blues eyes staring back at me. I stand back up and keep my gaze locked with his. "Do you know what you're asking of me? Do you really want this?" I ask as I glare down at him. "Yes, Sir. I do wish to please you, Sir." Heat fills my eyes as I continue to stare down at my best friend. Then a twinge of anger fills me. "Stop calling me Sir! You're not my submissive for fuck sake. Get up!" I watch his eyes widen with anger and something else that I can't seem to place.

 

"Yes, Sir," he says through his clenched teeth. He stands slowly and keeps his eyes locked with mine. "Get in the fucking car Matt!" He walks over and gets in. I look over my shoulder shaking my head. What the hell has gotten into him? How did he know what to do? I run my hand through my hair and rub the back of my neck.

 

As I get into the car I look over to Matt. "What the hell are you thinking?" He meets my gaze and I watch his hand slide across my lap to the zipper on my pants. I grip his wrist. "Don't, Matt." He pulls it free and continues to unzip them. I feel a pulse shoot through me and my cock springs to life. "Matt ... I ..." He shakes his head as he pulls my erection free. I watch him lick his lips as he lowers his head down. Aww, fuck! The feeling of his slick warm moist mouth is beyond heavenly.

 

He slides his tongue over the tip and begins to tease my nerve. Flicking the tip of his tongue over the sensitive area. Oh, fuck, it feels so damn good! I need this release and much more. I fist his long blond hair and pull his head back up. "Matt?  No more.  Not until we get back home." I watch a grin play across his glistening lips. I let go. And he sits back in his seat.

 

As I turn around I feel his hand grip my cock once more. I swerve the car as I look over to him. His eyes are staring at my stiff erection. He slides his hand up with a ever so slight twist and then scrapes his thumb nail over my nerve. I start to press down on to the gas as the feeling overwhelms me. I grip his wrist. "I said to wait. We are almost home." I place his hand back into his lap. He looks up to me as I glance over.

 

"Jessie, I can't wait much longer." He looks down and I look in the same direction as he undoes his pants exposing his steel length. I swipe my gaze up towards his as my hand fists his hair in my hand forcing him to keep his gaze with mine. "You will wait! You wish to please me then do as I say." I look down and then back into his eyes. "Now zip up!" I let go just as I turn into the driveway. I pull up to the house and slam it into park. I rush out of the car and come around to his side. I pull open the door and grab Matt by his arm. "Get out."

 

He looks up at me wide eyed and in shock. He turns to get out and tries to pass around me. Still holding onto his forearm I pull him back slamming him against the car. I pin him to it with my body. My breathing has become laboured as I stare into his blue eyes. I capture his lips with mine and to my surprise he holds back. I breakaway and lean my forehead against his. "Are you sure you want this Matthew? There is no turning back the clock once this happens."

 

I feel his hands on either side of my face and tilts my head up so that I may look him in his eyes. "I know what is at risk here. I am willing to risk it all for a single night with you." I close my eyes and take in a deep breath. I know if I do this I could lose my one and only true friend. If we go down this road there is no turning back. "I know you have ached for Adam all these years, Jessie. I know I will never truly have your heart." He places his one hand over my heart and sighs. "But I can at least have this one night. Please let me be with you tonight. Let me be the one to drown your pain. Not some random fuck."

 

He caresses my cheek as he says it. I open my eyes and look at him as I step back and motion him to head into the house. "Fuck!" he yells as he slams his fists on the car door. "Jess, just let me help ease your pain. Let me take care of you. Why can't I be the one you turn to? I know you better than you know yourself." God was he ever right on that one. He was the only one who truly knew me. But I stay quiet as his eyes plead with me. Then I watch as his anger takes hold.

 

"You know what? You go to that club and find a mindless twit to fuck your brains out on. But don't you dare come to me when your guilt hangs heavy on your shoulders." He storms past me and rushes into the house. I run my hand through my hair trying to make sense of it all. I look over to the house and realized that if I don't go through with this, I might just lose him anyways. Damn it! I run after Matt and when I catch up to him he has his overnight bag in his hand. "Where do you think your going Matt?" I question as I look up at him.

 

"I can't do this any more, Jess. I won't stay here and listen to you fuck some mindless twit." He pushes past me and heads down the hall. I quickly turn and head after him. I reach him just before the end of it. I pull him back hard and the push him against the wall. "I didn't say you could leave!" I capture his lips with mine as I press my body against his. I push my leg between his as I reach for the collar of his shirt with both hands. In one swift move I rip open his shirt exposing his well defined chest. I pull it part way down his arms and twist it until his arms are secure behind his back. I hold the shirt tight in one hand as I grab Matt's hard erection through his jeans.

 

Matt gasps as I begin to stroke him through the thick fabric. Each moan of pleasure that escapes his lips pulls on my need to take what I want. I pull back and look him in the eyes. "Meet me in my room. Be ready." I hear his bag hit the floor as he breathes. "Yes, Sir." I let go of him and head to my bedroom. I walk over to my closet and grab my black leather pants. I hold them in my hand as I stand there staring at them.

 

What am I doing? He is my friend.  Not just my friend, but my best friend. I turn around and sit on the edge of my bed holding my head in my hand. I look over at the photos on the walls. All of them of us at parties and get togethers. I don't want to lose him as my friend, but to take him on as a lover, a pet?  I look at the door at the other end of my room. He is waiting for me in my playroom. I never thought he would want this. That he would do this for me.

 

I stand and take off my pants and underwear. I slip on my leathers and walk over to the door. I take in a deep breath as I open it. When I step in I look over and see Matt presenting himself perfectly once again, but this time he is naked with the remains of his cloths folded neatly in front of him. I am in complete shock. How did he know what to do? I walk over and kneel down next to him, placing my finger under his chin. I tilt his head up and look him in the eyes. They stare back at me filled with heat, need and wanton.

 

My already hard erection hardens even more pressing against my pants. I let go and stand up keeping my gaze locked with his. I walk around him taking in every glorious inch of his rock hard body. My mouth begins to water as I look towards his hard cock dripping from his arousal. Then I notice he has placed a leather cock ring on to keep him hard for the duration of our scene. I can't help but smile to myself at how hard he is trying to please me. But how does he know?. I never discussed my scenes with him. He never showed an interest. I just assumed he didn't like my lifestyle.

 

"Get up and turn and face me,"I demand in a low tone. Without hesitation he stands and turns to face me. Oh, God he is gorgeous naked. His curves catch the dim lighting of the room and I am amazed that I have known him for so long and yet I have never really seen him until now. I walk up to him and grip his firm cock in my hand. A soft moan finds its way to my ear. I look him in the eyes as I pull on him slightly bringing him closer. I lean in and place a small kiss on his cheek close to his ear.

 

"Who else have you submitted to?" I ask softly as I lean back and look him in his eyes once again. "No one, Sir. You are my first." He says without hesitation. "I am your first?" I don't hide the shock in my voice. "Then how do you know what to do? How do you know what pleases me?" I ask as I cross my arms across my chest as I stare him down. His eyes widen at my questions. 

 

"You never talked about what happened in here. You would go to that club and bring home someone. I was interested in what it was that made you turn to men like that." I walk around and stand behind him. "How do you know all of this Matt? How do you know what to do?" I get closer to him and I rub his ass softly as I wait for him to answer and nothing. "Because this is your first time with me I will let this one go. But when I ask a question I expect the answer or you will be punished. Do I make myself clear?" He nods his head keeping his eyes forward.

 

"Good! Now, let me ask you this again. How do know what pleases me? How do you know what to do if you have never submitted to anyone until now?" I reach over and take the switch off of the dresser. I hold it in my hand as I wait for his answer. Matt looks over his shoulder at me with worry in his eyes. "Jessie, I told you." I raise the switch and bring it down across his right thigh. The loud sound of it striking his skin makes my cock pulse with need. I close my eyes and linger in the sound.

 

"That is not what I asked. Now tell me how you know!" I say more forcefully in a low tone. "Fuck! God damn it Jessie! Fine! Those nights you would go to the club I would follow you. I watched as you moved around from one to the next. I saw how they presented themselves to you. I would watch as you worked a scene with them. I learned what you expected, what you wanted from a submissive." He said with anger laced through his voice. "I wanted to be perfect for you. I wanted you so badly. I would do anything for you." He says in a shaky soft voice.

 

I am taken aback by his confession. I look down at the switch in my hand. Can I do this? Can I continue? "Matt, I can't do this." I confess as I drop the switch and start to walk away. I feel his hand grab mine. "Jessie, wait please." I stop and turn around to face him. He drops to his knees and grabs at my zipper. The desperation in his eyes as he stares up at me stills my heart. I grab his hands and kneel down in front of him. I lean in and touch my forehead against his.

 

"Stop. Please Matt, I can't do this." I take in a sharp breath and open my eyes to find tears in his. "I won't do this to you." I take my hand and grip his hair at the nape of his neck and pull back. "You deserve much better then me." I say in a soft whisper as I stand back up. I turn and walk to the door when I hear him say just above a wishper "Please Jessie...I....I want this. I need this." His words stop me in my tracks. I look back and see him still on his knees with his head bowed. Fuck! For all that he has done for me I can't leave him like this. I turn back aground and walk back to him. I stand there looking down at him "Get up!" I demand in a soft shaky tone. He raises his head to meet my stare, but when his eyes meet mine I can see the tears fall from his eyes. I close my eyes and say it again. "Get up!" Matt sits there on his knees still looking up at me. I lean down and grasp his hair once more. "I will not ask again! Get up or be ready for your punishment!"

 

His eye widen with shock as I release my hold and he stands quickly. I look around the room and see what I want to do. I know after tonight I may lose him, but I will make this a night he will never forget.

Taste of Temptation Part Three

I deepen the kiss as my tongue finds its way into Adams mouth. As I caress his cheek I feel a warm tear hit my hand. I slide my other hand around his waist pulling him closer to me. I feel his body relax against mine and I take the moment to throw all my feelings for him into the kiss. I need him to know what I feel for him is true.

I grip his ass and hold him even tighter against my body. Then I feel his strong arms come around my waist, holding me to him in return. I feel one of his hands run up my back while the other grips my ass, sending a new rush throughout my body. Yes, that's it, let go Adam. Give me a chance to fill your heart, to make you mine. I know that only I can give you the love you deserve. I feel him pull me towards him even more and I lose my self into the kiss.

"Adam!" An angry voice yells out over the crowded room from the front of the bar. Adam pulls away frantically, breaking our connection. I look into the direction of the male voice and see Mark rushing towards us. I look at Adam and the shock on his face is undeniable. No I can't lose him. Not now!

"Adam look at me!" I demand, but his eyes are still fixed on Mark. "Look at me!" I say more forcefully. Adam turns and locks his gaze with my own. "Adam he will only hurt you. Please come home with me. I can give you what he will never be able to give you." I look past him and see that Mark is almost to us. I look back into Adams eyes. "I love you Adam. I always have. Please give me a chance to love you, to show you the life you can have with me. With someone who will never hurt you like he has." I watch in slow motion as Adam's lips part in the attempt to answer me when Mark spins him around and captures the lips of the man I love.

I can't fight the anger boiling up inside of me. I clench my fist, draw back and let it fly. As my fist connects with Mark's jaw I watch his head fly back as he falls backwards towards the ground. I walk over and stand above him. I stare down at him as he clutches his jaw. "You don't deserve him, you fucking piece of shit! All he ever was to you was a toy you could play with and then toss to the side." I turn and hold out my hand to Adam. "Come with me Adam." He looks down to Mark and then back to me. "You have to choose Adam. Come with me or take another chance with him." I keep my hand held out, hoping like hell he will take it. Then my heart breaks as I watch Adam step away from me. I drop my hand as I bow my head in defeat. "I see." I look back up to Adam. "I will always love you. When you're ready for what you truly deserve, I will be waiting for you. I will always wait for you." I step around Mark who is still flat on his back and head towards the door. I stop and turn back for one last look. The minute I do I wish I hadn't.

Adam walks back to Mark and helps him to his feet. I watch helplessly as Mark takes him into his arms in a passionate embrace. I never thought a breaking heart would ever hurt so much. I look away and head out to my car.

"Jessie!" Matt calls out to me as I head to the car. I stop just as I reach it and turn to face him. When I look into his eyes he comes to a dead stop. "What the hell happened in there?" I plaster a fake smile on my face. "He chose and I lost." I turn around to unlock the car. I look back over my shoulder and see Matt crossing his arms. "I will see you back at the house. I need to attend to something." I open the door and get into the car. Just as I am about to start the engine the passenger door is pulled open and Matt slides in.

"No. We are going home and you're not going to do something stupid. I still haven't forgotten the last time you had to attend to something." He closes the door and sits there staring at me. "I have been your friend for years now Jess. I know what you're going to do. You'll go to that club and get some random fuck to bring home to your little playroom and fuck your pain away. I won't let you fuck things up with Adam. Yes, he may have stayed behind with Mark, but you came on to him too fast, hard and strong. He doesn't know who or what he wants. Give him a chance to think." He is scolding me like a two year old child. But, fuck! I know he is right. Adam needs time and I jammed my feelings down his throat. Fuck! Did I just throw away my chance by pushing him too hard? I nod and start the car.

As we drive home I turn to Matt. "I fucked up. I lost control." I look back to the road. "What do you mean you lost control, Jess?" I glance over to Matt. "I let my emotions run high and I took advantage of Adam." I glance back over to Matt and his brow is furrowed. "What do you mean you took advantage of Adam? Didn't you just talk to him?" I run my hand through my hair in exasperation. "God damn it, Jess! You fucked him! Didn't you? What the hell were you thinking?" Matt throws his hands up in anger. "Do you have any idea how fucked up Mark left him?" He says as he pinches the bridge of his nose.

"I know what Mark has done to him. I found him at the end of the hall letting Fred give him head." I look over to Matt and he stares at me with a raised brow. "I wanted him to know what he meant to me. I wanted him to feel wanted and loved. That he deserved more then a bar whore on his knees." I slammed my fist down onto the armrest. "I couldn't just stop there. I couldn't fight the overwhelming need to be one with him. To feel him surround my cock and to fill him with every inch of it. I needed to touch him. I needed to hold him. I lost control and I took what I needed, what I wanted." I pull up to the house and put it into park.

"Jessie, I know you have hidden your feelings for Adam for a very long time. I can see why you did what you did. He needed to know your feelings. But you chose the wrong time to take it any further then a warm embrace." He shakes his head. "Let's get inside and salvage this night shall we?" I nod my head and wait for Matt to head towards the house. I sit in the car staring at the photo I have of Adam on my dashboard.

The feeling of loss and heartbreak is more then I can bear. I lay my head back as I close my eyes. I can still feel how perfect we fit together. The way he took me and how he responded to me. As the memory floods my mind, my cock swells and aches for Adam. I open my eyes and look back at the photo as I undo my pants and pull my aching cock from them. The phantom feeling of being buried deep inside him is still there I close my eyes and imagine sliding slowly into his tight rosette. The feeling of him tightening in and around me. I find the lube I have hidden in the console and slowly start to stroke my shaft. Oh God. That's it. I feel him tighten and push back as I pump in and out. I slide my hand up and down my shaft a little more faster. As I bring my hand up to my swollen head, I scrape my thumb over my sensitive nerve. Oh fuck! I throw my head back against the headrest.

Each stroke brings my climax closer and every image of Adam tonight only fuels my need to cum. Up and down harder, faster with each stroke.  The closer and closer I am to the edge. Each moan, each whisper from his lips thrusts me further into the abyss. Until ..."Fuck! Adam!!" I yell out his name as I cum all over my hand, pants and console. I lay my head back panting with my eyes still closed and the image of Adam still burning in my mind.

"Knock, knock." My eyes fly open and I look to see Matt looking through the passenger door. I look down and I am still hard. I need more. I need to relieve this ache and need. I look back as I lock the doors to the car. "I am sorry Matt. I need to do something!" I yell through the door as I clean my self up and start the car.

"Jess! Don't do this! You know what will happen!" He yells at me as he pounds on the door. "God damn it, Jess, unlock the car!" I ignore him as I pull away from the house. I pull out into the street with Matt running alongside the car, pounding on the window.  Begging me to stay. I speed off down the road. As I get to the end of the street I look back and see Matt still running after me. I put the car in park and step out of the car. "What the hell are you doing Matt?" I yell at him as he approaches.

"Trying to save you from yourself." He says as leans down on his knees panting. "Come home with me Jessie. I know what you need and you're not going to find that at the club." He stands and comes up to me. "I have watched you for years. I know what you want and what you need. Let me please you, Sir." My eyes lock with his and my cock swells. "What did you say?" I watch him drop to his knees and present himself perfectly. Legs spread wide with palms up, his body totally relaxed and his head bowed. Keeping his gaze towards the floor he says to me in a heated tone. "Let me please you, Sir." I drop to one knee and grasp his chin. I make him look me in the eyes as I ask "Why? Why?" He looks deep into my stare and answers. "Because, Jessie, I want to."

Taste of Temptation Part Two

As I round the corner of the darkened hallway I can hear the soft muffled sounds of passion coming from the end of the hall. I walk quickly down it and the sounds get louder.  I look over to the the restroom and see that no one is inside.  My heart drops to the pit of my stomach at the realization of who is at the end of the hallway.

As I come closer to the end of the hall two shadows appear in the distance.  I look and my fear is realized.  Adam's back is facing me and I can see a mans hand griping his ass as he sucks hard on Adam's cock.  I can hear the sound of him suckling it and the moans of pleasure coming from Adam.   Each gasp that escapes his lips, is like a stab to my heart.  Am I too late?  Did he find someone else so soon?  How can I make him see that I am the one for him?  Without realizing it, I have come up right behind Adam. A single tear falls from his eyes and the light catches it just right drawing my attention to it. That's when I look down to find the bars nightly whore on his knees stroking his shaft as he sucks Adam off. I grip his shoulder and spin him around to face me. I hear a pop come from the whore's mouth as Adams eyes fly open to meet mine.

 

"What the fuck are you doing Adam?"  I ask him with my heated words.  He pulls his shoulder from my grasp as he tucks his gorgeous cock, still glistening in the dim light and wet from Fred's moist mouth, back into his pants.  I feel my cock pulse to life at the sight of it.  Oh, how I want my mouth around that swollen head.  To taste his sweet nectar as he cums in my mouth.  I pull my hungry gaze away from his bulging erection and lock my eyes with his.

"I don't think what I do is any of your fucking business, Jessie!"  He tries to push past me but I hold my ground and grip his wrist in my hand.  I look down to Fred and motion for him to leave.  He practically bolts down the hall.  I look back into Adam's eyes and his tear stained face.  "It is my business Adam.  I care about you."   I look back down the hall and ask, "What the fuck is going on Adam?  I know you and I know you would never have sex with some random guy."  I look back and give him a cold stare.  "Tell me!" I demand.

 

Adam tilts his head back and breathes out an exasperated sigh, closing his eyes. I soon see tears fall down each cheek and I can feel my heart break for him.  Adam holds his hands up in surrender and lowers his head down to lock his gaze with mine.  "He fucking left me Jess!  After five years he left me."  He pulls his wrist from my grasp and leans up against the wall with his hands on his knees, as if he is about to be sick.  "He took off with this young fucking prick he had been fucking on the side."  He looks up at me with anger pouring from his gray eyes.  "He told me I could never give him what he truly needed. That I was worthless to him and just an ass to pass the time with."  I walk over to him and place one hand on his shoulder and the other I raise his head so that his eyes meet mine. 

 

"You know that none of that is true.  He never deserved you."  I try to comfort him, but he pulls away and walks over to the other side of the hall.  "No.  He was right.  I deserve this pain I am in." He turns around and punches the wall with all his anger and fury. God!  How can I make see he is wrong?  How can I get him to taste the love I have for him?  To tempt him into forgetting all about that piece of shit and letting me in to his heart?  Fuck it!

 

I walk over and turn him to face me.  I slam his body against the wall pinning it with my own.  I look into his eyes and see the shock in them.  I grip both of his wrists in my hand and pin them at the small of his back.  Grasping his chin, I force him to keep his eyes locked with mine.  I feel myself become hard as our bodies rub up against each other, our breaths entwining,  as we stare into each others eyes.  But then I feel him and he is just as hard as I am.  I close my eyes to get a hold of the raging lust and the need to make love to him.  I open my eyes to find him licking his lips.  FUCK!

 

I capture his lips with my own, I forcing him to open wider to me as I deepen the kiss.  I let go of his chin and slid my hand down the side of his body.  Gripping his ass, I pull him in even closer to my body.  I need him.  I want him!  He pulls away suddenly, breaking our kiss.  "Stop!" He whispers. I pull back and see the hurt take over his face.  I let go of his wrists and step away.  Adam pushes away from the wall and walks towards the end of the hall, dropping to his knees facing away from me.  He looks over his shoulder at me and asks, "Is this what you expected?"  He looks away.  His words stab me in my gut like a dull knife.  "This is what you want from me right?  Or shall I go?" I walk up behind him placing my hand on his shoulder.

"No!"  I scold as I look down to him with a furrowed brow. I hold out my hand to him to help him up.  "This is not what I want."  He looks up to me with questions in his eyes. "Get up!"  He takes my hand and stands.  "I don't ever want you to talk like that again.  Do you understand me?"  I say as I grip his hair in my fist at the nape of his neck.  "Yes," he gasps.  "Good.  Now let's get one thing straight.  You're everything a man could ever dream of and much more.  I myself could never have dreamt up anything more sexy and kind."  I pause long enough to let my words sink in.  "I can't thank the powers that be enough for bringing you into my life.  I only wish we could be more than what we are."  I let go of him and step back.

"How can you say that?  You could have anyone here.  Why me?"  I smile and press my body against his, shoving my hard erection against him once more. "Because Adam, you're my wet dream."  I feel myself become harder as my erection presses against his body.  The zippers teeth start to cut into my soft flesh.  I know I am playing with fire, but I have never wanted to get burned so bad as I do now standing so close to what I have longed for for so long.

 

My eyes travel down his well built arms to his sculpted chest that is so tightly hugged buy his black t-shirt.  Finally my eyes settle on the now very noticeably bulge in his pants.  My mouth begins to water once again at the thought of sucking him off.  Just the thought of bringing his body to complete satisfaction by my mouth alone makes my cock swell even more, creating even more pain from the restriction of my pants.

 

"Adam, come home with me.  Let me show you how I feel."  I watch his eyes widen as he is taken aback by my request.  I watch him back further away from me and he looks me dead in the eyes.  "I don't think that is such a good idea Jessie.  You're here with Matthew."  I look over my shoulder and see Matthew talking to Terry at the bar.  "Jessie," he sighs as he runs his hand through his hair. "I have had my heart broken enough."   I can hear Matthew approaching us from behind me.  "I have to go."  He tries to push past me to leave and I catch him by the forearm.

 

"Adam, wait you need to know something," I say in a soft voice.  He looks over his shoulder as Matthew comes over and stands next to me.  I look over to Matt and smile. "Matthew and I aren't partners."  His eyes widen and he quickly looks over to Matthew. For what?  Confirmation?  "Is that true?" He asks Matt in a demanding tone.  " Yes."  He laughs.  "He's hot, honey, but so not my type.  We have been friends since college.  I needed a place to stay and he offered." He looks back to me.

 

I turn my gaze to Matthew.  "Could you give us a minute, Matt."  Matthew smiles as he pats me on my back and walks away.   I walk up behind Adam and caress his forearms and whisper, "Adam, I never wanted anyone as much as I want you.  Please come home with me.  Let me make love to you.  Let me show you exactly what you do to me."  I pull him flush up against me.  Pushing my steel cock against his ripe ass.  My cock throbs with need as he looks over his shoulder at me.

 

"If I do, will you still want me tomorrow?"  I watch him hold his breath as he waits for my response.  I smile to myself as I say to him, "I have waited for this moment for such a long time.  Watching you with Mark all these years.  Aching to touch you.  Why wouldn't I want you over and over again?"  I lean down and start to kiss his neck as I snake one of my arms around his waist. Holding him against me I slide one hand down the front of his jeans.   I kiss my way up his neck and nibble at his earlobe as my hand finds his rock hard cock.  "See baby, you want me just as bad."  God I hope I am right.

 

He leans his head back against my shoulder and breathes out the answer I wanted to hear "Yes".  Slowly, so not to be noticed, I begin to stroke his shaft. I find myself breathing heavy as my hand rides up and down his steel length.  "Let me be with you Adam.  Give me a chance to show you.  Give us a chance."

 

We move back to the dark corner of the bar as I continue to stroke him.  He leans back against me even more and lays his head on my shoulder again. Closing his eyes and letting the sensation consume him.  "That's it, baby.  Let me take care of you."  I start to move my hand faster.  I can feel his body stiffen and I know his climax is getting close.  I reach down and undo my pants pulling my aching erection from its painful hold.  Then I feel him slide his hand between us to undo my fly completely.  My hard length already exposed, he wraps his hand around it and strokes my long shaft.  I take in a sharp breath from the feeling of his touch.

 

"Oh, fuck yeah!  That's it, baby." I say as I lean back against the wall holding him tight to me as we fondle each other.  With my free hand I turn his head to face mine.  As he opens his eyes I capture his lips with mine. Taking from him but giving so much more.  I can't take it.  I need more.  I need him now!  I quickly remove my hand.  He leans up in a panic. "What?"  his eyes search the room to see if anyone is even looking in our direction.  "I need you now.  I can't wait any longer," I whisper into his ear.  "Just loosen your belt."

 

He turns to look at me.  I laugh to myself as he can't seem to believe that I am serious, but the look I give him tells him I'm dead serious.   I look around to make sure no one is looking.  He quickly loosens his belt as I pull down the back of his pants exposing his ass to only me.  I hold up two fingers in front of him. "Suck," I whisper. He takes my fingers into his mouth and sucks hard as he runs his tongue over and around them.  The feeling of his tongue sucking and caressing my fingers only fuels my need for him and a deep growl escapes my lips. "Enough!"  I pull my fingers from his mouth.  Slowly I slide one then two fingers inside of his tight entrance.   Oh God!  He feels so fucking good.  I feel his tight ring of muscles start to relax.  Letting my fingers slide in and out more freely.  "That's it.  Relax for me.  Just a little more.  That's it, baby."

 

I withdraw my fingers and place the steel head of my cock between his cheeks.  My heart races as I look around once more.  Thankfully no one has noticed.  I feel him tighten as I push in.  Oh God!  He's tighter than I had imagined.  He pushes back as I push in.  The feeling of him is more then I could have ever dreamed of.  "Oh fuck Adam!  You're so damn tight, baby.  Oh God!  You're more than I could have ever asked for," I whisper into his ear as I begin to pull out and push back in. Setting every nerve ending of his and mine on fire. I pick up my pace.  One thrust after another I come closer to my climax.  He reaches around and grabs my hips as I slide my hand back down the front of his pants.  I begin to stroke him with the same pace with each of my thrusts.

 

"Jess" he breathes.  "Yes, baby.  Oh God yes!"  I pick up my pace and I can no longer hold back my climax.  "Jess!"  I can hear the urgency in his voice.  I know he is about to cum.  "That's it, baby.  Cum for me!"  With my words swirling in his head he spills his seed in my awaiting hand.  "Fuck Adam!"  I breath as I explode inside of him.  Both panting and trying to catch our breath I slowly pull out of him and clean us both up.  Pulling his pants up I wrap one of my arms around him and ask, "Please be mine.  Forever and always?"  I turn him around taking his head in my hands. "Please say yes?"  I press my lips to his, hoping he will say yes.

Taste of Temptation Part One

I watch him lower himself slowly down onto his knees, licking his lips as he stares at my growing erection. His eyes look up into mine with a pleading gaze. My heart starts pounding as he reaches for my belt. Soon I hear and feel the belt being undone. With a flick of his thumb he has my fly open. "I can't wait to taste you, Sir. To milk the sweet saltiness from you." He grips both sides of my pants and with a swift pull my erection springs free. I fist his hair in my hand at the nape of his neck. Pulling hard, I tilt his head up so that he has not choice but to meet my eyes. I lean down and capture his lips with mine. As soon as I feel him relax into the kiss, I pull away from him, breaking our connection. I stare into his deep blue eyes as I try to control my breathing. I loosen my grip and allow him to continue as I stand back up right.

I watch him take my shaft in his hand. He looks back up to me as he opens his mouth, almost as if he's silently asking me for approval. The heat of his breath caresses the head of my cock. I feel a new rush of blood head down towards my sac as he swipes his tongue across my sensitive nerves. I tilt my head back and moan in sweet ecstasy. I look back and see a sweet smile play across his lips. He closes his mouth around me and begins a teasing pace. Slowly lavishing and stroking me. Pulling at every restraint I have in me to keep from ending his wish and fuck him here and now.

I reach down and grabbing his hair, I begin setting a faster pace. He moans and starts to suck me harder. His tongue slides over the head and lashes out on my nerve. I feel another rush of blood. I know I am close. I don't want this to end. Not yet. I pull hard on his hair and as I do, I hear a loud "pop" as I my dick leaves his lush mouth. I drag him to his feet and crash my lips against his. My tongue forces him to open to me. I take all and give only what I want to give. I feel him relax in my hold and I spin him around, ripping his jeans down exposing his sweet ass.

I run my hands slowly up his legs as I stand. With one hand I rub the small of his back. My other hand spreads his cheeks wide. Fuck his ass is so delectable. I kneel behind his body and dive in eating at his sweet rosette, preparing him for me to enter. Lashing at him like a hungry beast eating his last meal. I quickly grab my shaft and as I stand up again, I press the head of my cock at his sweet tight entrance.

I start to push in and I hear his moan of pleasure and it pulls on my restraints once more. Slowly I push my way in. Fuck he is so tight! I know I won't last long. Before I know it I am balls deep in his tight little ass. I start to pull out just as slowly and I watch his back flush the most beautiful color of red. He looks at me from over his shoulder. The heat in his eyes is unmistakable and sends me over the edge. I pound into his ass like my life depended on it. I feel him clamp down on to me as I push in.

"Fuck me, Baby! Fuck me hard!" He yells into the air. I dig my nails into his hips and pull him back as I thrust into him, slamming his body into mine. I'm really close now. Each stroke is making it harder to contain the orgasm that is building quickly. I want to wait just a little longer. I need to see him cum. Soon I hear the words of sweet rapture.  "Fuck! Baby! I'm coming!" And with that I close my eyes and thrust into his ass one final time. I feel the heat of my seed fill him. I collapse onto his hot sweaty body, with my cock still buried balls deep inside of him. I put my arms around him and pull him to the floor with me, kissing his back as exhaustion takes over both of us.

I awake to find myself alone in bed and with a killer hard on. Damn it! It was nothing but a dream. I throw the covers off of me to find I had cum in my sleep. Fuck! I can't take this any more. I need him. I want him. I reach over to my bedside table and grab the photo from last summer. There he is with that piece of shit Mark. God why can't Adam see Mark is only using him? I look at the clock and realize I have only been asleep for an hour. I get up and pull on my pants. As I walk out of my bedroom door, Matthew walks out of the bathroom.

"Jesus, Jessie. You look like shit." I rub the back of my neck as I look over to him. "Yeah well I feel like shit. Hey, you want to go and get a drink with me? I can't seem to sleep." I watch a smile spread across his face. "Oh hell yeah. Just give me a few and we will head out to Curley's." With that Matthew darts down the hall into his bedroom. About an hour later we arrive at the bar. We walk in and just my luck the man of my dreams is there. I look around the room to see if Mark is anywhere in sight. There is no sign of him at all. I walk up to the bar where one of my buddy's sat.

"Hey Blake. What's going on?" I slap him on the back as I order my usual. "Hey Jess. Nothin' much. Where's Matthew? You never come here without him." I look over my shoulder and he is already on the hunt. "He's over there on the dance floor. Looks like he might be getting lucky tonight." We both laugh and I take a long drag off my bottle as I stare at Adam. Blake looks in the direction I am and a smile plays across his lips. I look down at him. "What!" It was a demand not a question. Blake takes a swig of his beer and then turns to face me. "You. That's what. You have pined over that man for forever now. Why don't you make your move?" I laugh out loud. "Even if I did make a move it wouldn't go anywhere. He's with that shit head Mark. Adam is not one to cheat on his partner." I spin back towards the bar and finish off my beer. As I motion for another one. I hear Blake's laughter over my shoulder.

"Dude, Mark ended it with him weeks ago. He ran off with some underwear model from New York." He slaps me on the back. I turn and watch as Adam moves from the bar and heads to the restrooms. I whip my gaze back to Blake. "Your not bull shitting me right?" I search his eyes. "Man, I'm telling you the truth. He's single." I turn back to the bar and take one last swig of beer. I push away from the bar and walk towards the darkened hallway hoping like hell Blake was right.