I watch the pink hue of Matt’s body turn darker as his arousal builds stronger and his breath slows and deepens. His shoulders remain relaxed and not one muscle tenses. Every question I have asked he has answered without hesitation and I find my heart racing with each passing moment.
This is insane. I mean he is my friend and soon he will become my lover. Fuck! I sigh in frustration as I close my eyes and tilt my head back. I know after tonight everything between us will change. The only question is...what? I mean can we still be friends after such a night together? Will he want more then I can give? I lean forward as I open my eyes to savor his tantalizing lips. I watch his tongue slide effortlessly, hungrily across his lower lip. Seeing his desire, I feel my cock swell and seep with need. The image of the way his mouth fit around my hood floods my mind. The way he sucked, teased and stroked me was beyond perfect. Like he knew what I wanted, what I needed before I could tell him and I ache to feel that once more. I stroke the tip of my cock as I lean in and kiss him softly on his mouth. Fuck, he tastes so damn good. I want more! I push my tongue between his slightly parted lips making him open to me. He moans as my tongue slides across his. He kisses me back just as hard and just as hungry. Pouring every emotion he has for me into his kiss. I can feel his love for me and his need to please me. I catch myself thinking that he was made perfectly for me. As I pull back Matthew groans in disapproval.
"Thank you my sweet, sweet Matthew." I caress his cheek. "You have submitted to me perfectly and for that I will reward you as promised." I place a quick kiss on his lips just as I lean back. I look around the room looking for the perfect reward. Then I look over to the left side of the headboard where I left my skin jack. I reach over and grab it along with the lube. Staring down at it my mind devises a plan and I can't help the grin forming on my lips as the idea of what is about to happen hits me.
"I am very happy with you Matthew." I say as I stroke his gorgeous cock. He leans back giving me full access to him and putting tension on his clamps. I lay the jack next to my leg as I open the tube of lube. I place a good amount on the palm of my hand.
Gripping his cock, I begin to coat him in the slick lube. I take my other hand and use the extra lubricant on Matthew’s skin to coat my two fingers. I reach around and begin to massage and prepare my tight ass, rotating my lubed fingers with a scissor-like motion. Oh god that feels so fucking good. I open my eyes to see Matthew biting down on his lower lip to keep his sounds of pleasure from escaping.
"Let go Matt. I need to hear you. I need to know you want this. That you enjoy the way I touch you." I almost come undone at the sound of his moan. His whispers of longing and the cries of bound passion finally freed. His cries feed my need and soothe my ache.
As I turn and position myself I keep a steady hand on him. Stroking him slowly. I finally get to where I want to be. I can feel the heat of his swollen hood at my now ready ass. I grip him, holding him in place as I slowly push back. I close my eyes as the rush of him filling me consumes my senses. Oh god! The thick, solid, pulsing of Matthew inside of me is like nothing I have ever felt before. I feel my body relaxing and allowing every inch of his steel shaft to fill me. Oh god! I could cum already, just from this. Just with him buried deep within my ass. I lost myself in the moment so much that I didn't even realize that I had taken him balls deep into my ass. I stay motionless for a moment longer to enjoy the feeling of absolute rapture. Fuck, this is more than I could ever have dreamed for and I don't want this to end. He may hate me after tonight, but at least in this moment right now I am in heaven.
I pick up the pace driving him faster and harder with each stroke. Matt’s moans and pleas of pleasure fuel my desire to make him mine, to mark him with my seed. I feel a rush as the thought of what could be hits me and I almost cum. "Sir! I am going to cum!" Matthew’s voice is strained as he tries to hold his climax in. "No! You will cum when I tell you! Do you understand!”?
I thrust forward and Matthews’s cock springs free from my hungry ass. I quickly come around the bed and position my self behind Matthew. I reach up and release him from his wrist restraints. "I want to watch you cum Matthew. I want to hear you. Do not hold back. Do I make myself clear." I whisper in his ear as I run my hands down his side. "Y-yes sir." He answers as he shutters from my touch. Damn that is hot. I push him forward making him lean on the bed. I slide my hands over his back and down towards his ass. Fuck he is gorgeous.
"That's it! Take what I give you. Fuck my fingers. Show me you want this." As soon as my words leave my lips Matthew starts to rock furiously back and forth! Fucking my fingers like as if he was holding on to a lifeline. The fury in his need and longing in his cries pulls on my last restraint. I know I can't take much more before my need to be inside of him explodes.
I withdraw my fingers and place the hood of my now weeping, swollen hood against his ready ass. As I push through his ring begins to tighten around my cock. "Jessie...” He cries, but his cry was not of worry, not of pain, but of complete euphoria. I cannot stop the tear that falls from my eye. I feel the connection we have and it is more powerful then I could have ever imagined. I slowly begin to make love to him. He isn't just a fuck, he isn't a way to lose my senses and drown my pain. He is much more than that. My love for him thrills me and scares the hell out of me. I lean forward gripping his shoulder as I push in deep. I want him to feel me. I want him to know I care. I want him to remember me, remember this night, always.
"Yes.... Oh God. Jess" he gasps as he grabs my right hand. I feel an electric shock speed through my body for his tender touch. I lean down and wrap my arms around him, holding him close...so close that our two bodies merge as one. I let my one hand slide down and grasp his swollen cock. I match my strokes to the rhythm of our lovemaking. Oh god this feels so good and so right... but I know he would never be happy in this kind of life with me. He is so beautiful inside and out. He deserves better then a life filled with my dark desires. I need to end this. I need to end this before it's too late.
One by one I remove each clamp. Matthew moans and hisses as I tend to each nipple. I slide my hand down to the base of his shaft and with a flick of my fingers the ring and clamps fall to the floor between us. "Jessie" he gasps and I feel my heart tear just a little. I know this is for the best. I am no good for him. He deserves someone who can give him his whole heart and won't use him to drown out his ache for another.
I slowly run my hand up and lightly grip his throat and chin. I turn his head so that I may capture his lips with mine. At first I kiss him ever so softly, but it is not enough, I want...no I need more. I kiss him hard and long. I caress his chest as I leave a trail of kisses along his jawline. I take in a deep breath through my nose capturing his scent just as I stop below his ear, then I suck his earlobe into my mouth so that I may taste him one last time.
I place one last kiss on the side of his neck as I feel his cock swell. I close my eyes as the words leave me "Cum for me! Cum for me now!" He bucks slamming my cock balls deep into his gorgeous ass. It takes everything in me to keep from cumming with him. I want too I so desperately want to mark him as mine! Everything in me tells me I should. But I can't! He means too much to me.
Still holding him close I ride out his climax. Then I feel his body go limp. I slowly pull out and lay him down long enough to release him from his remaining restraints. I slowly and very carefully lift him and lay him gently on the bed. I look back at this blond beautiful mess before me. I sit down next to him and reach for the cream. I take my time as I tend to his wrists, ankles and nipples. I stand to go and get a wet washcloth when I feel a warm hand grasp my wrist. "Jessie. Please don't leave." I turn back and see a set of very heavy blue eyes looking up to me. God I love his eyes. They are so full of love and passion. "Don't worry dear friend. I am only going to get something to clean you off with. I promise it won't take long." I brush his long blond hair to the side and place a kiss to his forehead. He nods his head as he let's go of my wrist. I quickly get up to retrieve the washcloth.
The sight I found as I returned to the room made me breathless. Matthew's naked body sprawled out on the bed. His breaths are deep and shallow. His body completely relaxed. He has fallen asleep. God he is gorgeous when he sleeps. My cock throbs at the sight that lies before me and aches for release. I quickly clean him the best that I can, careful not to wake him, and then escape to the shower.
As I step into the cascading warm water, I feel my body begin to relax but the ache for release, for him, only grows hungrier.
