Eye of The Beholder Part One

They say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.  So what do I see when I look into the mirror? I see a girl lost in pain and sorrow. Where the guys pass her by without a second glance and the girls point and laugh at her. I look down at my hand-me-down clothes and sigh. I am not ugly.  Am I? I know I am big but that only mean more to love.  Right?

I look over my shoulder and see all the cheerleaders laughing and pointing in my direction. A tear falls ever so slowly down my cheek.  I know I shouldn't care what they say or think, but how can I not? I only want to fit in. To be accepted. I look up into the eyes of Blake and see he is embarrassed. I don't understand. Outside of school he wants me, holds me, tells me I am beautiful!  "Mary! What are you doing!" He yells with anger in his voice. "How could you do this to me! In front of the entire school!"

"Blake! I didn't mean to embarrass you. I just wanted you to know...." I can feel all the eyes of the lunch room on me! "How I feel..." I whisper.  Out of rage Blake grabs the rose from my hand and throws it to the ground. The he leans in with hatred in his eyes.  "I never wanted you like that. I got what I wanted from you! Now leave me alone!" He shoves past me knocking me to the floor and the whole lunch room erupts into laughter. I can feel my heart break in so many ways. Tears start to fall and I begin to panic.

All of a sudden I feel a warm strong hand on my shoulder. I look up and see Jacob. He smiles softly down at me with kindness in his eyes. He slowly offers his hand to help me up. I know I should take it, but I push it away in anger and stand up on my own. I brush myself off as I do.  I look to my side and see him kneeling down and picking up the remains of my rose.  Why is he being so nice to me? He saw what just happened. I mean Jacob More is one of the hottest guys on campus. He is what all the girls want.  Dark brown hair, deep warm brown eyes, a masculine jaw and the build of a Greek God. The type of man I could only dream of being with, let alone being friends with.

I close my eyes and breathe in deep as I turn and walk out of the room. I keep my head held high as I pass through the doors and walk down the hall to head towards my dorm room.  As I leave the building I can hear my friend Carrie running up behind me.  "Mary!!! Mary wait please!!! "  I stop dead in my tracks and turn to face her.  "What!" I snap at her with such anger, she jumps from my sudden outburst.  "I just want to make sure you're okay."  Her voice is soft and there's a hint of hurt laced though it. I throw my hands up in the air in defeat.

"What do you think Carrie!" My eyes hurt as I hold back the tears that want so desperately to fall. I close my eyes tight and take in a deep breath. I let it out slow as I open my eyes to look in to Carrie's. "Out of all the men in this fucking world.." I shake my head as I almost lose my grip. I feel a hot single tear fall from my eyes. "Blake was the last man on this earth I would have ever thought would take advantage of me.  But he did."  I turn around and start to walk away.

"What do you mean Mary? I don't understand." The concern in her voice make my heart ache.  I stop and lean my head back and let out a loud "Aaahhh!" I turn back as more tears start to fall. "He fucked me! He used everything about my past to get under my skin. He knew just what to say and he got what he wanted. I was a fool in thinking he meant what he was telling me!" I start to cry as the reality of all that has happened hits me like a tidle wave.

"Oh my God Mary!  I didn't know. I thought you two were ... well, you know?" She comes up to me and takes me in her embrace. "Mary, he's an ass. I can't believe what he's become." She brings me to arms length and looks me dead in the eye with an evil grin. "Do you want me to teach that son-of-a-bitch a lesson? You know I have plenty of blackmail photos from our high school days!"  I laugh and shake my head no. Yes he has turned into an ass, but he is still Blake. The pimple covered faced, pocket protector wearing, blond haired blue eye boy I grew up loving.

He was always so kind to me. When the others would make fun of me he would be the one to help wipe away the tears and make me smile. That all changed over the summer after graduation.  His skin cleared up and his parents paid for laser surgery on his eyes for his graduation present. He worked out every day after that. He became the jock he is now. A well built six foot two hot piece of ass.  "Thanks Carrie, but he's not worth it. One day this will all come back and bite him in the ass." I smile and laugh as I say it. She nods her head and lets go of me.

"Okay honey, since you won't let me have my fun I will catch you later in history." She hugs me and walks away. I head towards my dorm. Once there I shut and lock my door. I quickly pick up the phone and call my history professor and explain that I will not be making it to his lecture on the acts of war in America. He gives me the run down and the pages I will need to study. I hang up and put on my famous pity party outfit. My flannel pants and baggy big dog tee shirt that says "I wish I could help you , but I just can't fix stupid!" And boy was I feeling stupid!

"Bang! Bang! Bang!" I jump from the sound of someone pounding on my door. "Mary! I know you're in there!" Fuck it's Blake!  "Go away Blake! You made yourself perfectly clear earlier!" I yell through the door with a shaky voice.  He slams his fist into the door making me jump again. "God Damnit Mary! Open the fucking door!" He pounds on the door even harder now. "Mary, please open the door we need to talk." His voice cracks and softens. He sounds like the old Blake. The Blake I know and love.  I stand and walk to the door. I lean my forehead against the door and take in a deep breath. "No Blake. You said all you needed to say. You used me Blake. I have nothing I wish to say to you. Please ..."

He slams his fist in to the door making my forehead bounce. "You may not have anything to say to me Mary!" He yells with anger, but then I hear him take in a shuddering breath. "But I have things to say to you.  I know I hurt you today and I'm sorry. Please let me in." He whispers through the door. I can hear the pain and regret in his voice as he slides down the door and sits down on the floor. I soon follow suit.  "Blake, I don't think that's a good idea. We ..."

"Please, Mary." His voice cracks and I can hear the tears in his voice. He turns and slides his hand under the door and caresses my fingers. "Please ..."  I stand and unlock the door and pull it open just enough to see his blood shot eyes and tear stained cheeks. He stands up quickly and tries to come in. I hold up my hand. "No Blake. This is as far as you will come. Tell me what you want me to hear and then go." I say it soft and try to hide the pain in my voice. He reaches out to touch me and I step back. His eyes close in agony and he lets his hand fall.

"I didn't mean what I said Mary. You know me better than any one else." He looks at me and locks his gaze with mine. His eyes are so full of pain and worry. "I love you! I would never hurt you intentionally. I wasn't myself." He pinches the bridge of his nose. "I want you. I do.  I wasn't lying to you when I said that. I have always wanted you." He reaches out for me again, but this time I don't move. He brings his hand to my cheek and caresses it slowly, lovingly. Wiping away a tear that had escaped from my eye. "I have loved you for a very long time Mary. I knew then you would be my first." He leans in to kiss me and I back away.

"Wait! What do you mean you knew I would be your first?!"I snap with anger in my voice. The look of shock in his eyes says it all. "Well? What is that suppose to me mean Blake?" I watch him close his eyes trying to formulate his response. Then his eyes open and he takes my hand in his.  "Mary, I wanted you to be my first and I yours! We have been through so much together it was only right.  But now that I have tasted you, I want more of you!" I watch his eyes and I can't tell if he is telling me the truth or just telling me what I want to hear. I take in a shuddering breath of air.

"I have loved you for so long.  But if you truly feel the way you say you do, then why did you push me away? Why? You know what I have been through and when the time came you did the same to me as the others. You broke your promise to me Blake. You ripped my heart out and in front of the entire campus." I look away as I feel a hot tear escaping from my eyes. I wipe it away quickly.  "You took me by surprise! How was I suppose to act?" He snaps back defensively.

"If you have to ask that question then there is nothing more to say. Goodbye Blake!" I slam the door in his face and walk back to my bed. I sit down as he begins to pound on the door again. "Mary come on. I am sorry.  Please don't push me away!" I scowl at the door as he continues to plead.  "Go away Blake!"  "Not until you hear me out!" I roll my eyes and stare at the door.  "Go away Blake! There is nothing more I want to hear from you." I reach over and turn on my radio. I crank it up so it muffles his pleas. Soon my phone starts to go off. I look down.

'Mary, please let me in. We need to talk about this.'  Fuck! He just won't give up. I text back.  'Blake go home or I will call campus police.'

Slight of Hand

We are snuggled up to each other under our blanket on our long journey south by train. I look over to him sitting next to me and I smile to myself, because what I am about to do is so unlike me. I slowly slide my hand over to him and free his cock from his pants. I begin to stroke his shaft. Up and down at a slow pace so not to be noticed.

He turns to me with eyes wide with shock. I lean in and kiss him on the lips and as I lean back into my seat I smile as I drag my nail over his sensitive nerve making his cock pulse in my hand. I bring my hand down and up once more and I can feel the warmth of his precum covering my hand.

I slide my hand down using it to lube him as my hand slides back up and down. He tries to muffle his moan but fails. I look around to see if anyone has taken notice as he slides his fingers into my sex and begins to finger fuck me, matching me stroke for stroke. With each stroke of his fingers the closer I come to the edge.

My body stiffens as my climax tries to consume me. He withdraws his fingers and whispers, "Not yet. Come with me." I nod my head and he returns his fingers to my hungry sex.  He presses his forehead to mine and locks our gazes. I feel the head of his cock swell as my sex clamps down on his fingers.

A soft moan escapes my lips as my climax begins to take over. "Fuck" he breathes as he cums in my hand and captures my lips as mine takes over. Muffling my sounds of pleasure as they try so hard to escape. He caresses my cheek as he breathes. "God, I love you!" I look into his loving gaze. "I know." With our breathing laboured and our eyes locked he kisses me once more as we drift off to sleep.

Loves Journey Part Three

I am standing in the kitchen preparing our breakfast when I see him emerge from the hallway.  He looks so damn delicious with his bed hair, sleepy eyes and that to die for smile.  "Good morning, lover."  I say cheerfully over my shoulder as he comes up behind me.  He snakes his strong warm arms around my waist and pulls me close rubbing his morning erection into my ass.  I feel my body relax and my sex becomes wet, aching with need.  He leans his cheek against mine and purrs.  "Good morning to you too, babe." As he kisses my neck, the sensation makes my nipples harden and my thong becomes soaked.  I know what I want and it's not breakfast.  I shut the stove off and turn around in his arms to face him.  He has a Cheshire grin on his face.

 

"What?  No breakfast?"  He chuckles as he grabs the ties to my robe pulling me closer to him.  He slowly pushes the robe off my shoulders exposing my silk nightgown.  "Oh, how I love you in silk."  He growls as he kisses my neck softly.  "I love how it hugs the curves of your body.  How it shows the hard peaks of your nipples.  Oh, what you do to me."  With no warning, he swipes the counter clear.  As the dishes hit the floor he lifts me up onto it.  He steps back and his grin widens as he looks over to the utensils hanging on the wall.  "I have an idea.  Do you trust me?" he asks with heat in his eyes.  I feel my skin heat as I nod my head yes.  He slides his hands from my hips and grips the hem of my gown.  In one motion he pulls it up over my head.

 

"Lay back, baby. I will make this worth your while."  I slowly lay myself down and watch him reach over to the wall.  I can't see what he has. He looks back to me with such glee in his eyes.  Soon I feel a hard smack to my sex and it sends a surge of pleasure and pain.  A moan escapes my lips and he brings it down once more.  He leans over me with a smirk and a raised brow.  "Well, I see you like a little pain.  Let's experiment a little shall we?"  Then comes another hit and then another.  With each strike I become even more aroused and wet. I wait for the next strike, but it never comes.  Then I feel something round and cool at the lips of my soaking wet pussy.

 

"Oh, how I love your glistening wet cunt in the morning light.  I hunger for the taste of your sweet cream.  That is what I shall have."  He plunges the object into my sex and begins fucking me with it in fast hard strokes.  Pumping me for all it's worth.  I arch my back as the sensation consumes my body.  I feel my sex tighten and clamp down on this foreign object.  "That's it.  Take it for me.  Show me how you enjoy what I do to you."  As he fucks me with the object I feel the heat of his hand spread my lips apart exposing my hard swollen nub of nerves.  He swipes his thumbnail over my sensitive bundle, sending a surge of pleasure throughout my body and bringing me even closer to the edge.  I buck and wiggle underneath as he does it once, twice and then a third time.

 

I hear a sound and then realize it is me.   I moan and thrust my hips up.  Begging for relief.  I feel him smile against the lips of my sex.  "All in good time babe."  I feel the heat of his breath as it caresses my clit.  "I know you're close.  And I want that cream.  You will give me what I want.  You will give it to me over and over again."  I feel his warm slick tongue flick and lash out on my already stimulated clit.  He closes his mouth around my bundle and sucks it hard into his mouth sending me flying.  I throw my head back and let out a blood curdling scream as I buck and weave.  He picks up the pace with the object still hitting the sweet spot as he eats at my now enflamed cunt.

 

Soon I feel my sex start to clamp down and quiver with each swipe of his tongue and each thrust of the object.  "Blake!" I scream out his name in a plea.  But he does not answer.  He keeps right on driving me higher and higher.  My vision starts to darken and my body begins to stiffen when I hear, "Cum for me, Sarah.  Cum for me, baby!"  I close my eyes and my climax takes over.  I feel the warm gush of my cream flow from my body and his tongue lapping it up.  As my climax hits it's peak I can see bursts of light and then nothing but darkness.

 

"Hey."  I open my heavy eyelids to see Blake laying next to me and I realize I am back in bed.  I stretch and yawn as I say sleepily, "Hey."  I look around and then back to him.  He smiles at me and leans over and places a soft kiss on my lips.  "You tasted better than I could have ever imagined."  He leans in once again placing a soft kiss on my forehead and looks me in the eyes.  "Thank you for that and thank you for trusting me.  Now breakfast is ready and then I have a surprise for you."

 

He gets up and I see he is dressed.  I look down and find that I am still naked.  I hurry out of bed and grab my robe off of the chair.  When I get down the hall to the dining area I see he has my breakfast ready with a cup of coffee and a single rose placed across the plate of food.

I look around the room and Blake is nowhere in sight. I walk over to the table and sit down in front of the plate of food when something catches my eye. Next to my glass there is a paper folded in half. I pick it up and I am shocked to find a handwritten note.

 

Sarah

 

Last night and this morning was more then I could have ever dreamt. I want to explore your body and I have every intention on doing just that. Enjoy your breakfast and take your time as you ready for the day. I will return shortly to take you to your surprise. You have stolen my heart my sweet pet. I shall see you soon.

 

Yours Truly

 

Blake

 

Oh my! I re-read the note a second and then a third time. How can I be so smitten to someone I barely know. I mean the other night he and his brother approached my friend and I with the intent of a one night stand. Not a God in the sack.

 

I look down and find an egg white omelete, two slices of bacon and toast. I quickly devour the plate of food. Who knew great sex can make you so hungry. I stood up and placed my dishes in the sink . I look around and find that the dishes from earlier have been washed and set to dry. Oh! This is the man of my dreams. I giggle to myself as I head for the bathroom.

 

When I enter I see a box tied in ribbon and another note. I walk over to it and pick up the note.

 

Sarah

 

You have made me the happiest man alive. I wanted a way to thank you, so I took liberty and bought you something to wear. Please wear it for me today.

 

Yours Truly

 

Blake

 

I slowly untie the red silk ribbon and pull off the cover to find a red satin summer dress. It's gorgeous and I pull it out and hold it up to me. It will fit perfect. How long was I asleep? When did he have time to do all of this? I look up at the clock and it is one o'clock in the afternoon. I have slept for five hours. Then I look back to the box and notice that there is more inside. I hang the dress on the back of the door and take out the rest of the contents to the box. The first thing I pull out is a red silk slip a red lace bra and matching thong. His words from this morning slip its way though my memory. "I love you in silk!" I can't help but smile to myself.

 

I hop into the shower to wash my hair. I step out and wrap the towel around my waist. I can't seem to wipe this smile off of my face. I look over my shoulder at the summer dress and I can't help but smile even more.  I open the door and run over to my bedroom. I search through my jewelry and find what I am looking for. My pair of diamond stud earrings and single gold chain and diamond pendent that my grandmother gave me the day of my high school graduation.

 

I pin my hair back and leave the back down in flowing locks. Then I start to put on my gift. Oh my God!  It fits perfectly. Each piece is hugging my every curve. I walk out and I can see someone sitting on the sofa. I look down and there he is. In black pants a white button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up just past his elbows. The top is unbuttoned and you can see his chest. He stands and starts to walk over to me. I feel my legs go weak and my new thong become soaked as he gets closer.

 

"Oh my Sarah, you're pure perfection in that dress." He comes up behind me snaking his arms around my waist pulling me close to him. "Are you ready, baby?" He asks as he kisses me softly on my neck.  "Why all this Blake? You hardly know me." I ask as I look over my shoulder at him. I watch a grin come across his lips. He kisses my neck a couple more times and then turns me around to face him.

 

"Sarah, you have left a mark on me. I have never had a women so alive and so responsive as you are. Yes, you're right we don't know each other well. But we have all the time in the world to. You've pleased me so much and I wanted to do something to show you how pleased I am." He pulls me close to him and I can feel his hard cock pressing against me. "Now let me take care of you. Let me be with you. If I am not what you want, I will let you walk away. But if you choose to stay I will take you on a journey of your body, heart and soul . I will protect you. I know I can love you the way you deserve to be loved." He stares me in the eyes and the heat in them steals my breath away. I nod and I watch his smile touch his eyes. "Thank you. Now shall we go? I can't wait for you to see what I have planned." He grabs my hand and out the door we go.

Loves Journey Part Two

I lock my gaze with his as he begins to push slowly in. I take in a sharp breath as he slides even deeper into my sex, filling me with every inch. My body quivers and I can feel the heat of him inside of me. Oh, God! My body aches for more. I clamp down on his large, hard erection deep inside of me. Blake takes in a sharp heated breath as I hold on tight. "Fuck!" he hisses through his clenched teeth.

I look back and Blake's eyes have turned almost black. I clamp down once more and watch him close his eyes and tilt his head back trying like hell to remain in control of his lust and need to fuck the hell out of me. I can't help but smile to myself. With a hard thrust Blake buries himself deep inside of me taking my breath away. "Fuck Sarah! You are so fucking beautiful!" He leans down, pulling himself out just a little and places soft kisses along the path between my shoulder blades.

Leaning back he pushes inside of me at a slow painful pace. Teasing every nerve ending and making me want more. I look forward and try to grip the carpet as his slow pace plays with me. "Please ... Please Blake!" I hear a voice come from me. A voice I do not recognize. One that is pleading, full of lust, need and wanton! "All in good time baby.....all in good time. I want to enjoy this! I want to enjoy your tight little cunt, the sweet tightness of it and the taste of your sweet cream when I make you come for me.......and baby you will come for me...over and over again!"

He picks up the pace and grips my hips, digging his nails into my skin anchoring me where he wants me. He slams into me over and over, riding me hard. I feel my body flush with heat and sweat begins to build on my skin. "Oh Fuck Sarah! Fuck you're sweeter then I imagined. God do you know how beautiful you are?" He lets go of me with is left hand and fists my hair at the nape of my neck. He pulls my head back and turns me to face him. It hurts, but only for a moment as pleasure takes over the pain.

He thrusts hard forcing himself deeper inside of me as he leans in and captures my lips with his. The heat of his kiss sends sensations screaming throughout my body asking for more. I push back as he thrusts forward taking all he is giving me. My breath becomes quickened and I can feel my sex start to quiver. Oh God! This is big. This is.....OH GOD! I claw at the carpet trying to hold on as the pressure continues to build higher and higher. "Fuck!" I shout. "Come for me Sarah. Come for me now!" He yells as he slaps my ass hard taking me up and over the edge. "BLAKE!" I scream out his name as I climax. My cunt still quivering and pulsing as I milk every last drop. Blake calls out my name as he comes filling me with his hot seed.

Then I feel the weight of his body laying on top of mine. Slowly he wraps his warm arms around me and hugs me tight. "That was ... that was amazing! Oh God baby, I don't think I will ever get enough of you!" His voice is soft and winded as he whispers it into my ear. "Blake?" I whisper as I look over my shoulder at him. "Yea baby?" He looks up and locks his gaze with mine. "Stay with me tonight?" I watch as his eyes widen with his smile. "I thought you would never ask."

Loves Journey Part One

"Blake ... I ... I need to go. I have to check on Conner! I need to know if she is alright!" I say as I turn to walk away. I feel his rough hand grab my wrist. My sex starts throbbing and my body heats up just from this single touch. "Please. I know you are worried, but she is in good hands. My brother will make sure she gets home safe. Now let me do the same for you!" I look back over my shoulder to see a grin slip across his lips and a gleam in his eyes. I sigh as I nod my head in agreement.

We arrive at the apartment and Blake walks me to the door. I get my keys out and turn to unlock the door when Blake places his hands on my hips. He pulls me back towards him, rubbing my ass against his large erection. I feel myself grow wet as I fight to open the door. Blake leans in and pulls my hair away from my neck. He places soft butterfly kisses on my neck as he snakes his right arm around my waist. His hand slides slowly up cupping my breast. I buck pushing my ass firmly against him and I hear a soft moan as he start to tease my breast.

"Fuck Sarah! If you don't get this damn door open soon I am going to take you right here, right now!" I am able to pull it together long enough to get us inside. I walk into the living room area and I hear him come up behind me. "Sarah. Turn around!" he demands. His voice is low and laced with need. I stop as my body tingles when I feel the heat of his body warming mine. Slowly I turn to face the blond hair, blue-eyed man before me. The need building in my sex is almost painful as his stare burns my skin with a hot lust. His eyes have turned to a stormy dark blue from need and want. He grabs the hem of his shirt pulling it up over his head, exposing his chiseled chest, six-pack abs and strong arms. My mouth waters at the sight of him.

"Sarah ever since I first saw you, all I have wanted to do is to feel your body against mine." He tilts his head to one side . "I want to hear you gasp as I fill you. I want to fuck you raw and make you come over and over again." My legs feel weak as his words sink in and my sex aches as I breath, "Yes!" He grabs my shirt and pulls it and my bra off in one swift move. Wrapping me in his arms, he pulls me to the floor. His hands skate across my skin. With each touch he sets my nerves on fire. Oh God! I need more!!! I fist his hair in my hands pulling him closer to me. I lock my lips to his and kiss him with the passion and the need to posses all of him. He breaks away and takes a sharp breath. I watch his eyes widen and grow even darker with need. He sits back on his heels and stares down at me.

"Sarah, I want you just as bad. I want to worship your body. Every. Single. Last. Inch. Of. It. God, your beauty is breathtaking." He bites his lower lip as he stares down at me. With his thumb and forefinger he undoes the button of my jeans and unzips them. "Turn over!"  My sex becomes soaked from the tone in his voice. I roll over so that my back is exposed to him. My heart picks up pace and my breathing becomes ragged as I await his next move. He places his right hand flat on the floor in front of me to support his weight and his left rests on my hip. He leans down and kisses the small of my back. It sends goose bumps all over my body. My nipples harden and my sex quivers. My eyes shoot open as his left hand slides down and he inserts two fingers in to my sex. Blake inhales sharply.

"Oh my God Sarah, you're soaking!" Before I know it I can hear his zipper and I feel his hand gripping my jeans. "I need you. I need you now!" With his last word he pulls my jeans down, tearing my thong off at the same time. I arch my back as he raises his swollen head. It brushes the lips of my sex. I push back trying to take him. "Slow down Sarah, I don't want to hurt you." I whip my head around and look over shoulder at him. He chuckles when he sees the look on my face. He eases his way into my wet cunt. Then a ping of pain shoots through my body. I moan from the pain and pleasure of his large erection. I try to relax to allow more of him. "That's it baby. Just a few more inches!"

"A few more inches?" He laughs and leaning down, kisses my back. "Yes, baby just a few more."

Taste of Temptation Part Five (Matthew)

I stand staring at the door to Jessie's bedroom, waiting for his next command. My heart races as I listen to him behind me opening drawers. I have waited so long to be in this very spot. To kneel at his feet and be in his world. I have dreamed of the things he would do to me. Night after night of watching him with the others only fueled my need to be here. I feel for his breaking heart, but at the same time I am happy Adam chose Mark. Because if he hadn't I would have never gotten this chance. The one and only chance to show him what I truly feel for him. God! I want to turn around and look at him. I have ached for so long to feel him buried deep inside of me.

I fist my hands at my sides trying to calm my excitement when I feel his strong chiseled body press against mine. His hard erection presses into my ass and I feel a wave of heat flow through mine. His hand slides around my side and up my chest. Oh God, his touch feels so good. I lean against him as he begins to kiss my neck from the shoulder on up. With each touch of his lips to my skin, it sends a fiery heat coursing throughout my body. Oh God, please don't let this stop. Just give me this one night with the man who stole my heart years ago. One night of passion and lust with him.  I gasp as he takes my earlobe into his warm mouth. Teasing and sucking on it. A moan escapes my lips as he lets go of it. "Are you ready for this, Matthew?"

"Yes," I breathe. Then I feel a small but sharp pain as he bites down on the side of my neck. "Yes, What?" He growls in my ear. "Yes, Sir." I can feel him smile against my skin.  "Much better.  Now what am I to do with you?" I feel his hand slide down my chest and stop just above my swelling cock. I take in a sharp breath as I wait for his touch. "I see you like the way I touch you. Don't you? What if I touch you here?" Just then I feel his finger pressing onto my backside. I let out another moan as his finger finds its way into my tight rosette. Oh, the feeling is intoxicating and I press myself against him even more. He withdraws his finger and the loss of him in side of me is almost painful.

"I see you like that as well." He laughs. He kisses my neck as he sinks his finger deep into my ass once again, pumping it in and out. I feel my cock pulse with need and I begin to feel it seep from my arousal. "Matthew, your body is so responsive. I wonder if it tastes as sweet as I think it does." He takes his free hand and swipes the head of my cock. I watch as he brings his finger to his mouth and sucks. Just watching him inflames my need for him. Then I hear a low growl come from Jessie. "Oh God!  You taste divine. I think you should have a taste." He reaches down and I can't help the moan that escapes my lips as he fondles the head of my steel length. He swipes his finger across my swollen head then bring the glistening finger up to my mouth. "Open." I open my mouth as he places his finger on my tongue. "Very good. Now suck it off." I close my lips tightly around his finger and lavish the taste of us entwined together.

I close my eyes and savor the heavenly taste. I feel him pick up his thrusts of his finger in my ass. With each thrust of his finger the closer to the edge I get to my building climax. The sounds that escape me echo around then room like a melody. "That's it, Matt. Take all that I give you. Taste your sweet arousal, feel me inside your sweet ass and warm silken mouth." I sink into his arms even more as I lose myself in this moment that I have only dreamed about before this.  I feel a rush of blood surge through my sac and pulse up through the tip of my cock. "Fuck! Jessie!" I moan as he pulls his finger from my mouth. "Not yet, Matt. You may only cum when I say you can," he says as he removes his finger and comes around to face me. "On your knees." His voice is soft, but yet demanding. I slowly drop to one knee and then the other.

I keep my gaze towards the ground. "Matthew, look at me." I lift my gaze to his and the heat from them sears my skin. He leans down and captures my lips with his. Forcing his tongue deep inside. Taking all and giving nothing back. He grips my hair in his fist at the nape of my neck and pulls my head back as he bites down on my lip hard to where I can taste my own blood. I feel my cock pulse as my urge to have him becomes painful. "I want to fuck your lush mouth. I want to taste my cum on your lips." He says as he lets go of me and stands back upright. He undoes his pants and pulls his swollen hard erection out. The large head staring at me with a gleam of precum dripping off the end. I lick my lips in anticipation to finally taste him. I look up into his eyes as I take him into my mouth. As his sweet nectar hits my tongue I can't help myself as I moan in sweet rapture. I close my lips around him as I begin to suck, bobbing my head back and forth taking him deeper down my throat. As I draw back I lightly scrape my teeth along his sensitive skin and I swipe my tongue over his swollen head. I close my eyes as I savor the taste of him.

I feel his fingers caress my head as I take him deep once more. "Oh, fuck! Yes Matt! Just like that." I do it again and a low moan comes from him. "Look at me, Matthew. Open your eyes." I open them and bring my gaze up to his. He looks down at me with love and compassion. "That's it. Keep your eyes open. Let me watch you enjoy my cock. I want to see you savor the taste." He then pushes on the back of my head quickening my pace. He leans his head back and let's out another moan. To hear his pleasure aloud only makes my need and want to please him even more stronger. Soon I feel his head warm even more as it swells. He looks down at me with heat in his eyes. "Ahh, fuck!" He grips my hair in his fist as he begins to fuck my mouth in fast hard strokes.

"Take it. Take it all!" He demands as the salty sweet flavor of his cum coats my tongue as it fills my mouth. I swallow and the warmth soothes me as it goes down. He pulls out and tilts my head back locking his gaze with mine. He crashes his lips to mine taking what he demanded from me.  He breaks away and steps back staring down at me with burning eyes. "I love the way you taste with my cum on your lips. You have done well and soon you will be rewarded. Now on your feet and approach the foot of the bed." He points over to the four post king size bed in the corner of the room. I look over towards it and then back to him. "Yes, Sir."

I stand and turn towards the bed. I take a chance and look over my shoulder at Jessie. He runs his hand through his hair as he stares down at his dripping wet cock. I look back as I come up on the end of the bed, just as Jessie looks up. Our eyes lock and his stare is full of heat, need and confusion. He walks up behind and grips my chin in his hand. He turns my head to face toward the head board. "Eyes forward unless I say otherwise. Now spread your legs!" Fuck! I quickly do as he asks. "Wider." I move my legs out a little more until the sides of my feet hit the bedposts. He lets go of my chin and slides hand down my shoulder along my back.

He begins to place soft kisses down my spine. Oh, the feeling of his lips against my skin is feels like heaven. I longed for so long for him to touch me like this. Oh God, how I want this to never end. I lean forward as his lip near my ass. Hoping like hell he would linger there. Then I feel a sharp sting as his hand comes down across my ass cheek. I lunge forward from the sudden strike. Fuck that hurt. He grips my hair in his fist and pulls me back on to my feet. "I call the shots here. Not you! You will get what you want in due time. But if you pull that stunt again I will leave you on the edge for hours may be even days. Do I make myself clear?" Fuck!  He is pissed. "Yes, Sir. I never meant to displease you Sir." He pulls tighter on my scalp and the pain seems to fuel my hungry cock. He shoves my head forward as he lets go.

Taste of Temptation Part Five (Jessie)

I walk over to my cupboard of toys and devices and pause as I look back over to him standing there waiting for me to tell him what to do. My eyes wander taking in his gorgeous body, when they come to rest on his ass. God! His ass is so beautiful. I take in a deep breath as I close my eyes and the image of me sinking into his tight ass engulfs my body with want and need. My cock swells as I think about feeling his sweet rosette tightening around my cock as I bury myself balls deep into his ass. Fuck what am I doing? I open my eyes and stare at him.

Why after all these years has he decided to tell me how he feels now? The feelings I have for him have always been deep and true, but I never let them show. I never thought he would be able to live in this world with me. Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever thought he would be here in my playroom submitting to me.

I pull open the door and hanging on the side is my flogger along with my paddle and a selection of switches. I look at the drawers in front of me. I pull the top one open. My wide array of clamps, cuffs and cock rings over flow. I look through it and find a nipple clamp and cock ring set. I take them out and place it on the table next to me.

I pull the next drawer open. This one contains all of my chastity cages. I close it and move on down until I get to the one I am looking for. I pull it open and find the anal vibrator and the electric probe. I look above and find the skin jack I want to use.  Lastly I grab the black silk scarf from the hook.

I take them over to the bed and place them just out of sight. I look back over to Matthew and I watch his body tense as he fists his hands at his side. Just the sight of him standing there makes me hard. I walk up behind him and mould my body against his, pressing my hard erection into his ass. I want him to know that he affects me.

I slide my hand around his waist and up his chest as I start to kiss his neck. I hear him breath out a soft moan as he leans back into me. Losing himself in my touch. I hear a gasp as I take his earlobe into my hungry mouth, teasing and sucking on it. A loud moan escapes his lips as I let go of it. "Are you ready for this, Matthew?" I ask in a hushed tone.  "Yes," he breathes. I lean down and bite the side of his neck. "Yes, What!" I growl in his ear. "Yes, Sir." I cant help as I smile against his skin as I hear those words coming from his lips.

"Much better.  Now what am I to do with you?" I slide my hand down his chest and stop just above his swollen cock. I watch his chest rise and fall in anticipation of my next touch. "I see you like the way I touch you. Don't you? What if I touch you here?" I take my finger and and press it against his tight rosette. "Aww Fuck!" he mews. I laugh to myself. "I see you like that as well." I start to kiss his neck as i press my finger deep into his ass once again, pumping it in and out at a slow steady pace. I look down and see his cock seep from his arousal. "Matthew, your body is so responsive. I wonder if it tastes as sweet as I think it does."

I take my free hand and swipe the head of his cock. Coating my finger in his arousal and bring it to my lips. I know Matthew is watching my every move.  I part my lips and suck his sweet flavor off my finger. I watch him closely and see his eyes heat with sexual need. I let out a low growl of pleasure as I pull my finger from my mouth. "Oh God!  You taste divine. I think you should have a taste." I reach down and fondle the head of his steel length to bring more of his sweet nectar out of him. I swipe my finger across his swollen head coating my finger once more and bring the glistening finger up to his mouth.

"Open," I command. He slowly opens his mouth as I place my finger on his tongue. "Very good. Now suck it off." I feel my cock lunge as he closes his lips tightly around my finger. Aww fuck!  His mouth is heaven. I close my eyes and imagine fucking his mouth. I feel myself grow harder. I open my eyes to find Matthew lost in the moment. God seeing him like this only makes me want him more. To become one in a moment of passion. I pick up my pace as I thrust my finger in and out of his ass. The sounds that escape him echo around the room like a melody.

"That's it, Matt. Take all that I give you. Taste your sweet arousal, feel me inside your sweet ass and warm silken mouth." I feel his body relax and sag against me. I start to pick up the pace once more. I watch his body flush pink as his rosette tightens around my finger. I know he is close.

"Fuck! Jessie!" He moans as I remove my finger from his mouth. "Not yet, Matt. You may only cum when I say you can," I tell him as I remove my finger from his gorgeous ass. I look at his flushed skin as I walk around to face him. I look down at my wet finger and the image of me fucking his mouth almost makes me cum. I look up into his blue eyes. "On your knees," I say in a soft but yet demanding tone. He slowly drops to one knee and then the other keeping his gaze towards the ground. Oh God! So perfect. I tilt my head back as I take in a settling breath.

"Matthew, look at me," I tell him as I lower my gaze to his. He looks into my eyes as I lean down and capture his lips with mine, forcing my tongue deep inside I take all and giving nothing back. I grip his hair in my fist at the nape of his neck and pull back hard as I bite down on his lip hard enough to just barely break the skin. I look down at him as I hold his hair keeping his gaze locked with mine. "I want to fuck your lush mouth. I want to taste my cum on your lips," I say as I let go of him and stand back upright. I reach down and slowly undo my pants. As I pull my swollen hard erection out I watch Matthew's eyes widen with hunger as he licks his lips. I look down into his eyes as he takes it into his silken mouth. A moan in sweet rapture comes from him as his lips close around the head of my swollen cock. Bobbing his head back and forth taking me deeper down his throat. As he draws back, he lightly scrapes his teeth along my sensitive skin as he swipes his tongue over my swollen head. Fuck! It is better than I imagined.

I caress his head as he takes me deep once more. "Oh, fuck! Yes, Matt! Just like that." He does it again and I let out a low moan of pleasure as I stare down at him. His eyes closed as he takes me in his mouth. "Look at me, Matthew. Open your eyes." He opens his glorious eyes and brings his gaze up to mine. My heart swells as the love he has for me pours from his blue eyes. I look back to him with love and compassion. "That's it. Keep your eyes open. Let me watch you enjoy my cock. I want to see you savour the taste." I say as I push on the back of his head quickening his pace. I lean my head back and let out another moan as the feeling overwhelms me. With each movement of his tongue as he sucks my cock brings my climax closer slowly. I feel a surge of heat flow through me as my cock swells even more. "Ahh!  Fuck!" I grip his hair in my fist and begin to fuck his mouth in fast hard strokes. With each thrust of my hips the closer I come until I feel the hot surge shoot through my steel length.

"Take it! Take it all!" I yell into the air demanding him to swallow as I cum in his mouth. As I pull out I swipe my head across his lips leaving cum on them. I tilt his head back locking his gaze with mine. Without saying a word I crash his lips to mine taking what I demanded from him.  I break away panting and steps back staring down at him with burning eyes. "I love the way you taste with my cum on your lips. You have done well and soon you will be rewarded. Now on your feet and approach the foot of the bed." I point over to the four post king size bed in the corner of the room. I watch him look over his shoulder towards it and then back to me. "Yes, Sir." He breathes.

I watch as he rises and walks towards the bed. I look down at my still hard erection dripping wet from Matt's mouth. What the hell is happening? I run my hand through my hair and as I look up, I catch Matthew looking over at me.  I walk up behind and grip his chin in my hand. I turn his head to face towards the head board. "Eyes forward unless I say otherwise. Now spread your legs!" I watch as he quickly spreads them. I smile to myself at how quickly he responds to my commands. Even though he has a lot to learn yet. In time he will be my perfect pet. Wait.  What the hell am I saying? Like he will still want me after tonight. Hell for that matter to even want to be my friend after tonight. Once he sees what I am really like I know he will run.

I look down at his feet. "Wider!" I snap. He slides his feet apart until the sides of his feet hit the bedposts. I let go of his chin and slide my hand down along his body as I place soft kisses along the way. I feel his body move as I get closer to his ass and I realize he is offering me his ass. Begging me to take a taste. My mouth waters at the idea of good tongue lashing to his sweet rosette. Then anger fills me and I raise my hand and bring it down hard across his ass cheek. His body jerks forward from my sudden strike. I hear him hiss from the pain. I grip his hair in my fist pulling him back to his feet. "I call the shots here! Not you! You will get what you want in due time. But if you pull that stunt again I will leave you on the edge for hours, maybe even days! Do I make myself clear?"  

I watch him swallow "Yes, Sir. I never meant to displease you, Sir," he says in a shaky voice. I pull back tighter and then shove his head forward. "Good" I grip his wrist and place the leather cuff around it and then I do the same with the other.  I step back and stare at him spreadeagled in front of my bed. His glorious body on display for only me. Seeing him like this makes my cock throb and seep with need. I reach down and adjust my aching cock to give myself a little relief.

I look over at the items I have laid out and I grab the silk scarf. I run it through my hand as I stare at Matt and all his glory. I take the scarf and I slowly start to run it over Matt's ass. "Ahh fuck!" Matt breathes as the soft material caresses his skin. He leans his head back and pulls on his restraints. I smile at his reaction. I run it up his back as I kiss his neck. " Matthew, I think you have seen enough." I take the scarf and cover his eyes with it. I reach around and start to stroke his shaft. A low growl comes from him as I pick up the pace sliding my hand down his shaft. As my hand reaches the tip of his erection I feel something warm and wet. I swipe my hand over his head using his arousal to lube his cock. I feel his cock pulse and swell in my hand.

"You like this my friend? Do you like how my hand feels as it slides up and down your length?" He leans back and lays his head on my shoulder. "Yes!" He breathes. I grip his shaft hard. His head shoots up as he hisses through his teeth from the sudden sharp pain. He will learn by the end of tonight how to respond to me! "Yes what, Matthew?" I say through my gritted teeth.  "Y-yes, Sir," he says with a shaky voice. As I loosen my grip his body becomes relaxed. I bring my hand up and unsnap his leather cock ring, letting it fall to the bed. "Wait! I didn't mean to upset you, Jessie! I was caught up in your touch! Please Jessie don't end this. I want to submit to you. I want to be yours!" he yells into the room in panic.

I step back and watch as he struggles in his restraints. "Jessie! Jessie, please," he says over his shoulder. I walk over and pick up the switch off of the floor. I grip it's handle as I look back over to Jessie. He wants this. He asked for this and he will learn.  I walk up to him as I raise the switch high.  I bring it down across his ass and he arches his back pulling on his binds. "I did not give you permission to speak!" I raise it up and bring it down hard again. "You will remain quiet unless I say so." I strike him one last time. "This is my dungeon and I set the scene!" I walk past him and grab the cock ring nipple clamp set and the electric probe. I get on the bed and kneel in front of him. I grasp his chin and turn him to face away from me. "You have earned yourself a punishment for disrespecting me and not trusting in me. Do I make myself clear?" I whisper into his ear.

"Y-yes, Sir. I understand, Sir." His voice cracks as he answers back. I lean in and inhale deep through my nose. I close my eyes as I linger in the smell of him. I bring my lips close to his ear. "Good." I lean back and take the probe and clamp set. I smile as I look at him. So beautiful tied to my bed. I look down at his still hard erection with a gleam of precum dripping from the tip. I cast my eyes upon his six pack abs to his steel hard chest.  All I can think about is sinking deep inside of him and losing myself in the ecstasy of our love making. To feel his body succumb to my every thrust as I pound into his sweet ass. I close my eye as I fist the items in my hand. I will have my way soon enough. But first a lesson must be taught.

I open my eyes and lean in as I take his nipple in to my mouth. I take my tongue and slowly tease and caress it as I reach for his cock. As I take him in my hand he leans his head back and lets out a moan of pleasure. I smile as I slip the cock ring on. I slid my hand up his torso letting the metal of the nipple clamps caress his skin. His nipple hardens under my touch. I lean back and begin to tease the other as I place the clamp on his moistened nipple. He takes in a sharp breath through his gritted teeth making a hissing sound that makes my cock pulse with need. I reach down and start to stroke my cock through my leathers. Trying to ease my ache but only making it greater. I let go of myself as I lean back placing the other clamp on his naked nipple. I look down at the probe and then back to Matthew. 

"You have done well, Matt. Now I am going to ask you a few questions. When you answer me, answer without hesitation. If you hesitate I will know you're lieing to me and I will be forced to punish you. Answer me without hesitation and I will reward you. Do you understand what I want from you?" I watch him breath in deep and as he releases it he nods in agreement. "Very good! Now, let us begin!"

Taste of Temptation Part Four

I look into the blues eyes staring back at me. I stand back up and keep my gaze locked with his. "Do you know what you're asking of me? Do you really want this?" I ask as I glare down at him. "Yes, Sir. I do wish to please you, Sir." Heat fills my eyes as I continue to stare down at my best friend. Then a twinge of anger fills me. "Stop calling me Sir! You're not my submissive for fuck sake. Get up!" I watch his eyes widen with anger and something else that I can't seem to place.

 

"Yes, Sir," he says through his clenched teeth. He stands slowly and keeps his eyes locked with mine. "Get in the fucking car Matt!" He walks over and gets in. I look over my shoulder shaking my head. What the hell has gotten into him? How did he know what to do? I run my hand through my hair and rub the back of my neck.

 

As I get into the car I look over to Matt. "What the hell are you thinking?" He meets my gaze and I watch his hand slide across my lap to the zipper on my pants. I grip his wrist. "Don't, Matt." He pulls it free and continues to unzip them. I feel a pulse shoot through me and my cock springs to life. "Matt ... I ..." He shakes his head as he pulls my erection free. I watch him lick his lips as he lowers his head down. Aww, fuck! The feeling of his slick warm moist mouth is beyond heavenly.

 

He slides his tongue over the tip and begins to tease my nerve. Flicking the tip of his tongue over the sensitive area. Oh, fuck, it feels so damn good! I need this release and much more. I fist his long blond hair and pull his head back up. "Matt?  No more.  Not until we get back home." I watch a grin play across his glistening lips. I let go. And he sits back in his seat.

 

As I turn around I feel his hand grip my cock once more. I swerve the car as I look over to him. His eyes are staring at my stiff erection. He slides his hand up with a ever so slight twist and then scrapes his thumb nail over my nerve. I start to press down on to the gas as the feeling overwhelms me. I grip his wrist. "I said to wait. We are almost home." I place his hand back into his lap. He looks up to me as I glance over.

 

"Jessie, I can't wait much longer." He looks down and I look in the same direction as he undoes his pants exposing his steel length. I swipe my gaze up towards his as my hand fists his hair in my hand forcing him to keep his gaze with mine. "You will wait! You wish to please me then do as I say." I look down and then back into his eyes. "Now zip up!" I let go just as I turn into the driveway. I pull up to the house and slam it into park. I rush out of the car and come around to his side. I pull open the door and grab Matt by his arm. "Get out."

 

He looks up at me wide eyed and in shock. He turns to get out and tries to pass around me. Still holding onto his forearm I pull him back slamming him against the car. I pin him to it with my body. My breathing has become laboured as I stare into his blue eyes. I capture his lips with mine and to my surprise he holds back. I breakaway and lean my forehead against his. "Are you sure you want this Matthew? There is no turning back the clock once this happens."

 

I feel his hands on either side of my face and tilts my head up so that I may look him in his eyes. "I know what is at risk here. I am willing to risk it all for a single night with you." I close my eyes and take in a deep breath. I know if I do this I could lose my one and only true friend. If we go down this road there is no turning back. "I know you have ached for Adam all these years, Jessie. I know I will never truly have your heart." He places his one hand over my heart and sighs. "But I can at least have this one night. Please let me be with you tonight. Let me be the one to drown your pain. Not some random fuck."

 

He caresses my cheek as he says it. I open my eyes and look at him as I step back and motion him to head into the house. "Fuck!" he yells as he slams his fists on the car door. "Jess, just let me help ease your pain. Let me take care of you. Why can't I be the one you turn to? I know you better than you know yourself." God was he ever right on that one. He was the only one who truly knew me. But I stay quiet as his eyes plead with me. Then I watch as his anger takes hold.

 

"You know what? You go to that club and find a mindless twit to fuck your brains out on. But don't you dare come to me when your guilt hangs heavy on your shoulders." He storms past me and rushes into the house. I run my hand through my hair trying to make sense of it all. I look over to the house and realized that if I don't go through with this, I might just lose him anyways. Damn it! I run after Matt and when I catch up to him he has his overnight bag in his hand. "Where do you think your going Matt?" I question as I look up at him.

 

"I can't do this any more, Jess. I won't stay here and listen to you fuck some mindless twit." He pushes past me and heads down the hall. I quickly turn and head after him. I reach him just before the end of it. I pull him back hard and the push him against the wall. "I didn't say you could leave!" I capture his lips with mine as I press my body against his. I push my leg between his as I reach for the collar of his shirt with both hands. In one swift move I rip open his shirt exposing his well defined chest. I pull it part way down his arms and twist it until his arms are secure behind his back. I hold the shirt tight in one hand as I grab Matt's hard erection through his jeans.

 

Matt gasps as I begin to stroke him through the thick fabric. Each moan of pleasure that escapes his lips pulls on my need to take what I want. I pull back and look him in the eyes. "Meet me in my room. Be ready." I hear his bag hit the floor as he breathes. "Yes, Sir." I let go of him and head to my bedroom. I walk over to my closet and grab my black leather pants. I hold them in my hand as I stand there staring at them.

 

What am I doing? He is my friend.  Not just my friend, but my best friend. I turn around and sit on the edge of my bed holding my head in my hand. I look over at the photos on the walls. All of them of us at parties and get togethers. I don't want to lose him as my friend, but to take him on as a lover, a pet?  I look at the door at the other end of my room. He is waiting for me in my playroom. I never thought he would want this. That he would do this for me.

 

I stand and take off my pants and underwear. I slip on my leathers and walk over to the door. I take in a deep breath as I open it. When I step in I look over and see Matt presenting himself perfectly once again, but this time he is naked with the remains of his cloths folded neatly in front of him. I am in complete shock. How did he know what to do? I walk over and kneel down next to him, placing my finger under his chin. I tilt his head up and look him in the eyes. They stare back at me filled with heat, need and wanton.

 

My already hard erection hardens even more pressing against my pants. I let go and stand up keeping my gaze locked with his. I walk around him taking in every glorious inch of his rock hard body. My mouth begins to water as I look towards his hard cock dripping from his arousal. Then I notice he has placed a leather cock ring on to keep him hard for the duration of our scene. I can't help but smile to myself at how hard he is trying to please me. But how does he know?. I never discussed my scenes with him. He never showed an interest. I just assumed he didn't like my lifestyle.

 

"Get up and turn and face me,"I demand in a low tone. Without hesitation he stands and turns to face me. Oh, God he is gorgeous naked. His curves catch the dim lighting of the room and I am amazed that I have known him for so long and yet I have never really seen him until now. I walk up to him and grip his firm cock in my hand. A soft moan finds its way to my ear. I look him in the eyes as I pull on him slightly bringing him closer. I lean in and place a small kiss on his cheek close to his ear.

 

"Who else have you submitted to?" I ask softly as I lean back and look him in his eyes once again. "No one, Sir. You are my first." He says without hesitation. "I am your first?" I don't hide the shock in my voice. "Then how do you know what to do? How do you know what pleases me?" I ask as I cross my arms across my chest as I stare him down. His eyes widen at my questions. 

 

"You never talked about what happened in here. You would go to that club and bring home someone. I was interested in what it was that made you turn to men like that." I walk around and stand behind him. "How do you know all of this Matt? How do you know what to do?" I get closer to him and I rub his ass softly as I wait for him to answer and nothing. "Because this is your first time with me I will let this one go. But when I ask a question I expect the answer or you will be punished. Do I make myself clear?" He nods his head keeping his eyes forward.

 

"Good! Now, let me ask you this again. How do know what pleases me? How do you know what to do if you have never submitted to anyone until now?" I reach over and take the switch off of the dresser. I hold it in my hand as I wait for his answer. Matt looks over his shoulder at me with worry in his eyes. "Jessie, I told you." I raise the switch and bring it down across his right thigh. The loud sound of it striking his skin makes my cock pulse with need. I close my eyes and linger in the sound.

 

"That is not what I asked. Now tell me how you know!" I say more forcefully in a low tone. "Fuck! God damn it Jessie! Fine! Those nights you would go to the club I would follow you. I watched as you moved around from one to the next. I saw how they presented themselves to you. I would watch as you worked a scene with them. I learned what you expected, what you wanted from a submissive." He said with anger laced through his voice. "I wanted to be perfect for you. I wanted you so badly. I would do anything for you." He says in a shaky soft voice.

 

I am taken aback by his confession. I look down at the switch in my hand. Can I do this? Can I continue? "Matt, I can't do this." I confess as I drop the switch and start to walk away. I feel his hand grab mine. "Jessie, wait please." I stop and turn around to face him. He drops to his knees and grabs at my zipper. The desperation in his eyes as he stares up at me stills my heart. I grab his hands and kneel down in front of him. I lean in and touch my forehead against his.

 

"Stop. Please Matt, I can't do this." I take in a sharp breath and open my eyes to find tears in his. "I won't do this to you." I take my hand and grip his hair at the nape of his neck and pull back. "You deserve much better then me." I say in a soft whisper as I stand back up. I turn and walk to the door when I hear him say just above a wishper "Please Jessie...I....I want this. I need this." His words stop me in my tracks. I look back and see him still on his knees with his head bowed. Fuck! For all that he has done for me I can't leave him like this. I turn back aground and walk back to him. I stand there looking down at him "Get up!" I demand in a soft shaky tone. He raises his head to meet my stare, but when his eyes meet mine I can see the tears fall from his eyes. I close my eyes and say it again. "Get up!" Matt sits there on his knees still looking up at me. I lean down and grasp his hair once more. "I will not ask again! Get up or be ready for your punishment!"

 

His eye widen with shock as I release my hold and he stands quickly. I look around the room and see what I want to do. I know after tonight I may lose him, but I will make this a night he will never forget.

Taste of Temptation Part Three

I deepen the kiss as my tongue finds its way into Adams mouth. As I caress his cheek I feel a warm tear hit my hand. I slide my other hand around his waist pulling him closer to me. I feel his body relax against mine and I take the moment to throw all my feelings for him into the kiss. I need him to know what I feel for him is true.

I grip his ass and hold him even tighter against my body. Then I feel his strong arms come around my waist, holding me to him in return. I feel one of his hands run up my back while the other grips my ass, sending a new rush throughout my body. Yes, that's it, let go Adam. Give me a chance to fill your heart, to make you mine. I know that only I can give you the love you deserve. I feel him pull me towards him even more and I lose my self into the kiss.

"Adam!" An angry voice yells out over the crowded room from the front of the bar. Adam pulls away frantically, breaking our connection. I look into the direction of the male voice and see Mark rushing towards us. I look at Adam and the shock on his face is undeniable. No I can't lose him. Not now!

"Adam look at me!" I demand, but his eyes are still fixed on Mark. "Look at me!" I say more forcefully. Adam turns and locks his gaze with my own. "Adam he will only hurt you. Please come home with me. I can give you what he will never be able to give you." I look past him and see that Mark is almost to us. I look back into Adams eyes. "I love you Adam. I always have. Please give me a chance to love you, to show you the life you can have with me. With someone who will never hurt you like he has." I watch in slow motion as Adam's lips part in the attempt to answer me when Mark spins him around and captures the lips of the man I love.

I can't fight the anger boiling up inside of me. I clench my fist, draw back and let it fly. As my fist connects with Mark's jaw I watch his head fly back as he falls backwards towards the ground. I walk over and stand above him. I stare down at him as he clutches his jaw. "You don't deserve him, you fucking piece of shit! All he ever was to you was a toy you could play with and then toss to the side." I turn and hold out my hand to Adam. "Come with me Adam." He looks down to Mark and then back to me. "You have to choose Adam. Come with me or take another chance with him." I keep my hand held out, hoping like hell he will take it. Then my heart breaks as I watch Adam step away from me. I drop my hand as I bow my head in defeat. "I see." I look back up to Adam. "I will always love you. When you're ready for what you truly deserve, I will be waiting for you. I will always wait for you." I step around Mark who is still flat on his back and head towards the door. I stop and turn back for one last look. The minute I do I wish I hadn't.

Adam walks back to Mark and helps him to his feet. I watch helplessly as Mark takes him into his arms in a passionate embrace. I never thought a breaking heart would ever hurt so much. I look away and head out to my car.

"Jessie!" Matt calls out to me as I head to the car. I stop just as I reach it and turn to face him. When I look into his eyes he comes to a dead stop. "What the hell happened in there?" I plaster a fake smile on my face. "He chose and I lost." I turn around to unlock the car. I look back over my shoulder and see Matt crossing his arms. "I will see you back at the house. I need to attend to something." I open the door and get into the car. Just as I am about to start the engine the passenger door is pulled open and Matt slides in.

"No. We are going home and you're not going to do something stupid. I still haven't forgotten the last time you had to attend to something." He closes the door and sits there staring at me. "I have been your friend for years now Jess. I know what you're going to do. You'll go to that club and get some random fuck to bring home to your little playroom and fuck your pain away. I won't let you fuck things up with Adam. Yes, he may have stayed behind with Mark, but you came on to him too fast, hard and strong. He doesn't know who or what he wants. Give him a chance to think." He is scolding me like a two year old child. But, fuck! I know he is right. Adam needs time and I jammed my feelings down his throat. Fuck! Did I just throw away my chance by pushing him too hard? I nod and start the car.

As we drive home I turn to Matt. "I fucked up. I lost control." I look back to the road. "What do you mean you lost control, Jess?" I glance over to Matt. "I let my emotions run high and I took advantage of Adam." I glance back over to Matt and his brow is furrowed. "What do you mean you took advantage of Adam? Didn't you just talk to him?" I run my hand through my hair in exasperation. "God damn it, Jess! You fucked him! Didn't you? What the hell were you thinking?" Matt throws his hands up in anger. "Do you have any idea how fucked up Mark left him?" He says as he pinches the bridge of his nose.

"I know what Mark has done to him. I found him at the end of the hall letting Fred give him head." I look over to Matt and he stares at me with a raised brow. "I wanted him to know what he meant to me. I wanted him to feel wanted and loved. That he deserved more then a bar whore on his knees." I slammed my fist down onto the armrest. "I couldn't just stop there. I couldn't fight the overwhelming need to be one with him. To feel him surround my cock and to fill him with every inch of it. I needed to touch him. I needed to hold him. I lost control and I took what I needed, what I wanted." I pull up to the house and put it into park.

"Jessie, I know you have hidden your feelings for Adam for a very long time. I can see why you did what you did. He needed to know your feelings. But you chose the wrong time to take it any further then a warm embrace." He shakes his head. "Let's get inside and salvage this night shall we?" I nod my head and wait for Matt to head towards the house. I sit in the car staring at the photo I have of Adam on my dashboard.

The feeling of loss and heartbreak is more then I can bear. I lay my head back as I close my eyes. I can still feel how perfect we fit together. The way he took me and how he responded to me. As the memory floods my mind, my cock swells and aches for Adam. I open my eyes and look back at the photo as I undo my pants and pull my aching cock from them. The phantom feeling of being buried deep inside him is still there I close my eyes and imagine sliding slowly into his tight rosette. The feeling of him tightening in and around me. I find the lube I have hidden in the console and slowly start to stroke my shaft. Oh God. That's it. I feel him tighten and push back as I pump in and out. I slide my hand up and down my shaft a little more faster. As I bring my hand up to my swollen head, I scrape my thumb over my sensitive nerve. Oh fuck! I throw my head back against the headrest.

Each stroke brings my climax closer and every image of Adam tonight only fuels my need to cum. Up and down harder, faster with each stroke.  The closer and closer I am to the edge. Each moan, each whisper from his lips thrusts me further into the abyss. Until ..."Fuck! Adam!!" I yell out his name as I cum all over my hand, pants and console. I lay my head back panting with my eyes still closed and the image of Adam still burning in my mind.

"Knock, knock." My eyes fly open and I look to see Matt looking through the passenger door. I look down and I am still hard. I need more. I need to relieve this ache and need. I look back as I lock the doors to the car. "I am sorry Matt. I need to do something!" I yell through the door as I clean my self up and start the car.

"Jess! Don't do this! You know what will happen!" He yells at me as he pounds on the door. "God damn it, Jess, unlock the car!" I ignore him as I pull away from the house. I pull out into the street with Matt running alongside the car, pounding on the window.  Begging me to stay. I speed off down the road. As I get to the end of the street I look back and see Matt still running after me. I put the car in park and step out of the car. "What the hell are you doing Matt?" I yell at him as he approaches.

"Trying to save you from yourself." He says as leans down on his knees panting. "Come home with me Jessie. I know what you need and you're not going to find that at the club." He stands and comes up to me. "I have watched you for years. I know what you want and what you need. Let me please you, Sir." My eyes lock with his and my cock swells. "What did you say?" I watch him drop to his knees and present himself perfectly. Legs spread wide with palms up, his body totally relaxed and his head bowed. Keeping his gaze towards the floor he says to me in a heated tone. "Let me please you, Sir." I drop to one knee and grasp his chin. I make him look me in the eyes as I ask "Why? Why?" He looks deep into my stare and answers. "Because, Jessie, I want to."